Screwed Grades

Dear Diary,

I FEEL VERY PISSED TODAY.
I don't know why, I'm just like that.

You know, it's quite frustrating.
'cause I failed BIO.
YES. I FAILED BIO.

With a pathetic 44.5/100 .
I feel very sad about this and damn frustrated.
To the point that I feel ready to take my own life.
I managed to pass Geog with a 27/50.
But I think I'll still get a fail grade as an overall, because I screwed up the class test of 30% with a damn 2/15.
LAUGH!
I chiong'ed the 100-mark assignment and the flood project.
So, in the end what happen? Die lor. Still got what.

Social Studies was damn boring. I was fighting the ZZ MONSTER the whole time while them teachers were going through the paper. How am I supposed to catch a thing while engaged in battle with such a beastly beast? (By the way, I'll pass my Combined Humanities.)

Still, I can't help feeling bad for myself.

I mean, look at it. 10 pro shits from the whole level got A1/A2 for the stupid subject.
And Mr Goh said-what?-a %age of people passed. Even Wei Hao got a 50.

I took the BIO/CHEM combination because I hate physics (physucks).

But I don't like any of the sciences.

And when they gave out that answer sheet/marking scheme, I felt damn retarded! It felt like I was being ridiculed by the paper itself. ALL my answers were CRAP!

And the worst insult is, Mitchell failed as badly as I did.

I didn't see the point in trying to haggle for marks because, it would be a waste of time. It's just a glaring truth I'd just have to learn to accept.

Anyway, just getting the paper cost me my appetite. So I went straight to the band room. By the end of the Sec3 meeting, I was cheered up quite a lot, mainly due to Joel (Hong) and his cold jokes. Thanks Joel! I forgive you for making me choke on my saliva during Thursday's 2 rounds!

I wasn't holding some big post, just estate manager (with Ronald Yu.) We have a lot to do I guess...

I had to face my parents in the end, so I told them straight.

I expected a beating and then screaming, but all they did was scold. It was damn demoralising. And the worst thing is, they said that the SYF practices were to blame. Because of their previous experience with my brother. From NCC Land. He was quite enthu but he ended up hellish results.

They want me to start mugging from today on like there's some big examination coming SO soon.

But here I am, anyway.

I don't know what else there is got to say, but I shall say this:
I will post as long as I've got the time to do so, and
if there's anything interesting or will change my life.

Lok Lam's abbrievation for Loss Of Lives is damn funny. LOL.