Saturday, May 23, 2009

All Righty, let's face it.

I FAILED MY GEOG OVERALL.

Yes, it's by 3%.

I guess Nafizath's going to call my parents after all.
Lok Lam passed. 50%.
Damn him lah.
Bryan Nicholas was no help, nor was he any comfort at all too.
Guess it doesn't serve to be kind to people after all.

Somehow I don't feel very much surprised.
It's almost as if it was expected.
Exactly the same as I'd expect it to be that sole red mark on my report card.
They say it's most common that students blame teachers when they get shit results.
I don't know why, but I think the same thing would happen if I took Pure History.
It's as if I have no talent for humanities at all.
Damn.

I mean, I'd tell myself to look at it closely. In lit, I keep misreading stuff and misinterpreting this and jumping to conclusions and everything else and end up screwing up everything.

Right, I suck.

Still, I think punching the wall is a comfort, firstly because I get to vent my anger on something that is *strong and silent!* and that it does not babble to anyone that I've bullied it. Secondly it won't last because it would hurt. Painful for my knuckles.

Come to think of it, I've not made my knuckles bleed before.

While that kid in Lord Of The Flies - Ralph, I think - apparently "struck the skin" off his knuckles without feeling pain.

Right, I'm still a kid. I'm still afraid of pain. And Andrew asked me why I can't knock the door with my knuckles. Hey, at least I knocked right?

I feel like a kid!



But I think adolescence is catching up with me, because I suddenly got a penchant for romance movies just half an hour ago. So I decided to start with that movie the Higher Chinese students of Catholic High watched on Tuesday/Wednesday this week.

To be honest, I didn't know how. But the amazing thing is, I found the name of the movie in less than five minutes. (No, it's not because I remembered it, stupid.)


It's called 2young, ju sok in Korean. I think. Hey, it's a nice movie all right!

And I suddenly got a liking for the word "effervescence". Effervescence. In other words, bubbles. A telltale sign that a gas is present. However, as not all gases produce effervescence, and it therefore is, typically, used to test for carbon dioxide gas.

I don't know why I suddenly like that word, because of my chemistry teacher emphasizing on it so much that I like it, or maybe because of it's translation to layman terms - bubbles.

To all those (perverts!) who have such colourful imagination and vivid fantasies, especially you, Levine!, I don't want to know what you're thinking of now.

Effervescence
\ˌe-fər-ˈves\ (intransitive verb)
1 : to bubble, hiss, and foam as gas escapes
2 : to show liveliness or exhilaration

Also, I know I should have posted this a very long time ago...

Innate
\i-ˈnāt, ˈi-ˌ\ (adj)
1 : existing in, belonging to, or determined by factors present in an individual from birth
2:
belonging to the essential nature of something
3:
originating in or derived from the mind or the constitution of the intellect rather than from experience

...but here it is anyway. Lok Lam, this is for you. (Sorry. I can't put LL since there are so many LL's around, not to mention LOL's like you.)

I don't know why Levine likes to put commas (,) in his sms'es.
Levine, you're annoying aren't you. Stop harping about me and ______ or I'll have to slap you. (That's right, in your face.) But while Levine likes commas, I like apostrophes (').

I don't why, it's just me I guess.

Oh yes, somebody please tell Bryan Nicholas to stop assuming that I know what I want to draw. Unlike you, Bryan, I am, unfortunately, a very indecisive person who isn't all that quick on his feet. By the way I've liked drawing on my foolscap paper before Sec 1. How I acquired this habit remains shrouded in mystery. How enigmatic.



I don't know what else to write, so bye.

Romantic stuff rocks!




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