45th post!

Singapore swine flu patient zero found!
So cool right? Maybe we'll have RED ALERT again! Temperature checks!
Circle line opens TOMORROW!
I wanna try it out!
But the MP gonna have a free ride on it first! T___T
New Lorong Chuan Station, right outside my place!
YEAH! NO NEED TAKE BUS 13 LIAO!
Anyway, MP should be waking up quite late and I don't wanna risk being late for school tomorrow; yeah, I'm a guai little mugger :D
I got this newfound liking for Pon and Zi. They're just so cute!

Read Lord of The Flies. Damn cheem! Mr Lawrence Tan said it's boring. So, thinking that I would be put off quickly, I took it into the toilet and read while I pangsai'ed. But I got stuck in the book, and read all the way until Simon died.

I didn't want Simon to die, he's such a nice person :(

Ya, so that's all.
Credits to Azuzephre; link: ponandzi.com

Hello!

I drew these!
I have to do homework, so bye.

Dear Diary,
I think I now know what true happiness is.
Yah, something from the Pursuit of Happyness I think.
But I think I also now know what true disappointment is.
Happiness is a nice feeling. It starts somewhere from the chest, and it feels warm. This warmth travels to your throat, giving a unique feeling which cannot be expressed by words but undoubtedly pleasant. Yes, without a doubt. It sends sparks all over the body, making you want to do crazy stuff eg. handstands, cartwheel, ya. And I can only open my mouth without saying anything. I didn't want to damage my room though; therefore I contented myself with punching the wall. Several times, and just one small tiny insignificant cut on the fourth knuckle of my right hand. Yeah, I'm thick-skinned!
BUT, today I got disappointed. By my computer...that feeling of hope and anticipation, it was like a sea and cycnism seemed non-existent. However, the disappointment was overwhelming. Inundating. That hope just sank down and leaked away somewhere, bit by bit, and left a big space there, making you feel pretty much empty. The rest are used up in futile attempts for __________. Nothing, but perhaps I will find determination there when I wake up tomorrow.
I regret not doing my Chinese homework. It's due tomorrow and I don't feel like doing it. Worse, Mr Lawrence Tan set us, yes us 3-5, a GCE A-Level paper that I had no idea how to go about doing and just that is enough to drive me bonkers. And Nafizath set us 89-93 of the damn workbook. FOR GOODNESS' SAKE! WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST GIVE IT TO US ON THURSDAY SO WE COULD HAVE FINISHED IT ON MONDAY?! LIKE YOUR STUPID FILE CHECK IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN OUR TIME!

I can't stand it anymore.

My computer's going to die of lack of battery anytime now, so bye.

All Righty, let's face it.

I FAILED MY GEOG OVERALL.

Yes, it's by 3%.

I guess Nafizath's going to call my parents after all.
Lok Lam passed. 50%.
Damn him lah.
Bryan Nicholas was no help, nor was he any comfort at all too.
Guess it doesn't serve to be kind to people after all.

Somehow I don't feel very much surprised.
It's almost as if it was expected.
Exactly the same as I'd expect it to be that sole red mark on my report card.
They say it's most common that students blame teachers when they get shit results.
I don't know why, but I think the same thing would happen if I took Pure History.
It's as if I have no talent for humanities at all.
Damn.

I mean, I'd tell myself to look at it closely. In lit, I keep misreading stuff and misinterpreting this and jumping to conclusions and everything else and end up screwing up everything.

Right, I suck.

Still, I think punching the wall is a comfort, firstly because I get to vent my anger on something that is *strong and silent!* and that it does not babble to anyone that I've bullied it. Secondly it won't last because it would hurt. Painful for my knuckles.

Come to think of it, I've not made my knuckles bleed before.

While that kid in Lord Of The Flies - Ralph, I think - apparently "struck the skin" off his knuckles without feeling pain.

Right, I'm still a kid. I'm still afraid of pain. And Andrew asked me why I can't knock the door with my knuckles. Hey, at least I knocked right?

I feel like a kid!



But I think adolescence is catching up with me, because I suddenly got a penchant for romance movies just half an hour ago. So I decided to start with that movie the Higher Chinese students of Catholic High watched on Tuesday/Wednesday this week.

To be honest, I didn't know how. But the amazing thing is, I found the name of the movie in less than five minutes. (No, it's not because I remembered it, stupid.)


It's called 2young, ju sok in Korean. I think. Hey, it's a nice movie all right!

And I suddenly got a liking for the word "effervescence". Effervescence. In other words, bubbles. A telltale sign that a gas is present. However, as not all gases produce effervescence, and it therefore is, typically, used to test for carbon dioxide gas.

I don't know why I suddenly like that word, because of my chemistry teacher emphasizing on it so much that I like it, or maybe because of it's translation to layman terms - bubbles.

To all those (perverts!) who have such colourful imagination and vivid fantasies, especially you, Levine!, I don't want to know what you're thinking of now.

Effervescence \ˌe-fər-ˈves\ (intransitive verb)
1 : to bubble, hiss, and foam as gas escapes
2 : to show liveliness or exhilaration

Also, I know I should have posted this a very long time ago...

Innate \i-ˈnāt, ˈi-ˌ\ (adj)
1 : existing in, belonging to, or determined by factors present in an individual from birth
2: belonging to the essential nature of something
3: originating in or derived from the mind or the constitution of the intellect rather than from experience

...but here it is anyway. Lok Lam, this is for you. (Sorry. I can't put LL since there are so many LL's around, not to mention LOL's like you.)

I don't know why Levine likes to put commas (,) in his sms'es.
Levine, you're annoying aren't you. Stop harping about me and ______ or I'll have to slap you. (That's right, in your face.) But while Levine likes commas, I like apostrophes (').

I don't why, it's just me I guess.

Oh yes, somebody please tell Bryan Nicholas to stop assuming that I know what I want to draw. Unlike you, Bryan, I am, unfortunately, a very indecisive person who isn't all that quick on his feet. By the way I've liked drawing on my foolscap paper before Sec 1. How I acquired this habit remains shrouded in mystery. How enigmatic.


I don't know what else to write, so bye.

Romantic stuff rocks!

I forgot to put something else.

Watched movie for HCL periods today.
Yuan Ye and Keith Chia were saying that the girl was cute behind me and ask everyone at large why they didn't use durex.
Mr Tan gave us 10 mins for recess.
Oh yes btw my english got A2. Beat only by Yi Shen(he got A1) by 1 mark.
I feel sad, but at least I beat Bryan Nicholas!
I don't know why, but he's no help at all when I'm all depressed.
Especially when I failed NAPFA again. I hate Shuttle Run and Standing Broad Jump.
I'm going to take Lok Lam's advice in hopping around I guess.
Train leg power.
I owe Bryan Nicholas a correction tape refill.
I don't know what else to write about, so bye.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I SUDDENLY DISLIKE GEOGRAPHY.

It's pretty boring, the lessons. I fall asleep and can hardly remember what was taught.(which is stupid.)
PLUS I don't like the teacher.
File check: didn't get a lot of stuff.
Teacher is blur, but so am I.
Sad.
GG already. For file check.
I'm not in the mood to write anything, so bye.

Today is a Monday.

I have a lot of homework.

Nice being an estate manager when Ronald Yu is slacking off somewhere.

SLACKER.

I did it. English and Geography.

Geography was the most fun lesson today.

I spent most of the period standing up because I didn't bring my workbook.

It's pretty pointless, from my point of view, to punish a student for not bringing stuff that's not going to be used in the end anyway.

But it was funny. I wasn't really paying attention to her. She must have been complaining about how miserable her life is when I decided to say, "So am I."

It was like, what, random?

Then she tell me don't be rude.

Funny.

Sectionals sucked.

I don't know what to write about.

Bye.

Update.

Dear Diary,

I did a lot yesterday and today.

Saturday was not any Saturday. Which, well, was pretty amazing.

Most Saturdays would be spent slacking at home.

Today I went for music lesson and was dazed by the score of RIVER FLOWS IN YOUR (heart). (It's by Yiruma, by the way.) Remembering that JinSheng would be opening the band room at 11:00am and leaving at 12:30pm, I went to school at 11:10am and reached there at 12+. (Well, what did you expect? I was travelling from Tiong Bahru, hello...) I can't play piano at all. I don't know why, but somehow my right and left hands just wouldn't work together. So anyway, I saw Gerald, Mok Cheong and Wee Kiat in the band room and Jin Sheng playing a eupho, and went for my cornet. (I prefer cornet. After all, a trumpet's just so long.) Then I turned, walked one step, and promptly treaded into a puddle of water on the floor.

Actually, it's not saliva, but condensed water vapour. Still, it's disgusting. One of the valves of Gerald's horn was stuck and stiff and wouldn't move. Anyway, I went ahead and warmed up. I sucked at first. But I played C, D, E, F, G, A and B major scales after low chromatics and reached top C. Hell YEAH! Then I went to the "Chinese Corner" outside and play to top D! Hahah! And got chased away by the Student Councillors who were painting stuff.

So I marvelled at my zai'ness and played until I got tired. So I kept it and went into the bandstore. I drew on my foolscap paper. The picture is so cool. I don't see why Bryan Nicholas thinks it's evil. He just has weird ulqorria eyes, bat wings, a pointed tail, chest muscles and a six-pack, that's all. I stared at it for a while, then highlighted it with a red pen and took a photo. Lazy to upload. But nobody reads this anyway, so upload for what.

Then I went out to see the SCs painting. Jun Yuan, Nikkson, and Marcus were there. Then Shoki came. And after that I took out my cornet again!

I didn't play long before Jun Yao came (to play his clarinet or study, I don't know). Then I felt tired suddenly and kept my cornet again. Then saw the SCs "resting". YAH. So? I saw KitChong and Joel (Chien). Oh yes, Joel (Tan) came to return a trumpet sometime ago and I forgot to tell Xian Zhe. What a coincidence. Then I lent Jun Yuan Ms Choi's scores. (Ms Choi is my music teacher.) So he had a tough time just staring at it. He gave up after a while and make me play song. So I played an emo one (Which is about the only one I know, it's damn easy) and walked off. Later he gave me some of his coffee ice blend, so nice! I saw Guan Jie later on and a long time before that Abraham wearing what looked like NCC Land uniform, which he says it's an NCC Air uniform. Okay, I give. At least he knows more about uniforms than I do.

I didn't know Shoki uses a Mac.

After a while he chiong'ed home to get some screws, apparently because he wants to repair that screwed band room door. So I waited for him.

Wait. Wait. Wait.

So he came back and one of the SCs came to help with the door.

I got bored and went to play with the sledge. HAHA! SO FUN!

Yah. So...how arh? I have a lot, A LOT of things to do.

Fix the dooor. Fix. Fix. Fix. Then Shoki suddenly realised he needed a drill, so he
chiong'ed home for it. At 3+ I went to buy lunch and ate in school while Jun Yao passed by and while he gave me the same look as the time when I wore pajamas to school. At 5+ the gate was closing and the SCs' banner wouldn't dry. So how? Hah...I don't want to give the details...

It was only when I reached home that I remembered...

So, I went to swim. Saw David (Lee). Then saw Jonathan (Lim), Joel (Lim), and basically all my maternal-side cousins. Ate dinner and spent the rest of the time reading Naruto Shippuden manga. Then I went to sleep.

Nothing much happened today. Woke up at 11:10am. Breakfast, skyped my brother and then my sister popped by for lunch (Andy JieFu was on reservist). Then my sister told me failing a subject in Sec3 is normal, so don't kill yourself. Then Uncle ChongLeng, Zhi Yu and David came. David would be sharing room with me, by the way. RJ is nearer to my place than his.

Went for English after Chinese. Felt really disorientated by the change of subject so I was a bit moody. Then somehow the subject of "short" came up and it didn't make me feel any better.

Debate today. Somehow I found a foolscap cover on my hand. (I was sitting between ZhengXun and Dennis and opposite to Andrew and Claudia.) Then somehow I got pissed and flicked it to Andrew. But it hit Claudia instead! Ohmygosh sorry Claudia! I meant to hit Andrew.

Argh. Screwed up debate. Then go home. Nothing to do, so went to sleep.

I am 64%! Asian.

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama (neutral)
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x]You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 6

[x] You style your hair.
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting

[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 14

[x] You own an asian car - Honda, Toyota, etc
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 20

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[x] You have karaoke at home
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 26

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[ ] You like Soccer.

X's so far: 29

[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] you like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 32

[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[ ] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"


Total X's: 33

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!

...

Screwed Grades

Dear Diary,

I FEEL VERY PISSED TODAY.
I don't know why, I'm just like that.

You know, it's quite frustrating.
'cause I failed BIO.
YES. I FAILED BIO.

With a pathetic 44.5/100 .
I feel very sad about this and damn frustrated.
To the point that I feel ready to take my own life.
I managed to pass Geog with a 27/50.
But I think I'll still get a fail grade as an overall, because I screwed up the class test of 30% with a damn 2/15.
LAUGH!
I chiong'ed the 100-mark assignment and the flood project.
So, in the end what happen? Die lor. Still got what.

Social Studies was damn boring. I was fighting the ZZ MONSTER the whole time while them teachers were going through the paper. How am I supposed to catch a thing while engaged in battle with such a beastly beast? (By the way, I'll pass my Combined Humanities.)

Still, I can't help feeling bad for myself.

I mean, look at it. 10 pro shits from the whole level got A1/A2 for the stupid subject.
And Mr Goh said-what?-a %age of people passed. Even Wei Hao got a 50.

I took the BIO/CHEM combination because I hate physics (physucks).

But I don't like any of the sciences.

And when they gave out that answer sheet/marking scheme, I felt damn retarded! It felt like I was being ridiculed by the paper itself. ALL my answers were CRAP!

And the worst insult is, Mitchell failed as badly as I did.

I didn't see the point in trying to haggle for marks because, it would be a waste of time. It's just a glaring truth I'd just have to learn to accept.

Anyway, just getting the paper cost me my appetite. So I went straight to the band room. By the end of the Sec3 meeting, I was cheered up quite a lot, mainly due to Joel (Hong) and his cold jokes. Thanks Joel! I forgive you for making me choke on my saliva during Thursday's 2 rounds!

I wasn't holding some big post, just estate manager (with Ronald Yu.) We have a lot to do I guess...

I had to face my parents in the end, so I told them straight.

I expected a beating and then screaming, but all they did was scold. It was damn demoralising. And the worst thing is, they said that the SYF practices were to blame. Because of their previous experience with my brother. From NCC Land. He was quite enthu but he ended up hellish results.

They want me to start mugging from today on like there's some big examination coming SO soon.

But here I am, anyway.

I don't know what else there is got to say, but I shall say this:
I will post as long as I've got the time to do so, and
if there's anything interesting or will change my life.

Lok Lam's abbrievation for Loss Of Lives is damn funny. LOL.

SCRIPT CHECK...

Dear Diary,

Today was script check for Chemistry and A-maths.

Damn you Wei Min. In hall of fame for chem.

Damn you Ronald. Full marks for A-maths.

Wasted those 8 marks on pointless mistakes which should not be there at all!

Wish I used that *SHIT!* time checking my paper THOROUGHLY instead of flipping through then writing calculator model(s) on the papers!

And then worrying my head off for that stupid bloodthirsty meathead of a question because I could not see that stupid stupid (exponent)x! Bloody sonuva - !!!!

By the way, those 8 marks would have given me 100%! DAMN!

Anyway, Chemistry was better than I expected. Managed to bargain 4.5 marks out! Now pending approval, I will know if I got a DISTINCTION (not A1!) [or not :( ] for the subject!

Hey, I beat Wei Hao in Lit!

And in paper 1 of English. I did not expect such an unexpected mark! I wrote the narrative on "Heart" and I thought I would not do so well for this time round! HAH! Narrative rocks!

Not bad results today, but I must say it could have been better.

Band pract was...yah, band pract.


I will say this now:


I am not SL.

SO? Xian Zhe was the SL for so long, like I have a chance. Plus, as much as I hate to admit it, Xian Zhe is much, much, MUCH better than me. But Mitchell is SL so I felt a little...yah. Sorry Mitch, been insulting you last 2 posts...hope you don't see this. He came for band today, which is...

SUGOII!

Problem was, he vanished, rematerialised with Paul (his junior) and than disappeared right after that, did not see him all the way up till...um, tomorrow I guess.

To me, I reek of stupidity and impudence.

I think my drills were okay today, though I forgot how to do them. But I felt tired, so my pumping and running went a bit funny today. The guy with the white smoke chased the sec 3 squad through the whole session LOL. Tzung Ern/Xian Zhe keluar-baris'ed how many times before we settled on the track. First time run run run so much during fall in session (not PT yet, then. It was supposed to prepare us for POP.)

I felt like an evil kid though. I don't know why.

...............HAHA!

Still, I can't help feeling frightened for tomorrow's script check.

BIO, GEOG & SS.

I don't want Nafizath to call my parents.

As the saying goes, people start failing subjects at sec 3.

However I failed Physics at Sec 2.

Hated the subject.

I'M STILL FRIGHTENED.



However, frightened as I am, I must have the COURAGE in me, acknowledging the GRAVITY of the situation, and finally brace myself to FACE THE MUSIC.

That's my way of the ninja.

Script check again!

Dear Diary,

I lost 6 marks for nothing on E-maths paper.
Eugene still owes me $1.50 for a pencil.
Skipped physics script. Went to play Pet Society/Frost Bite 2/Raft Wars in the library. Yah duh I don't take the subject...

I lost

-------------6 marks!-------------
For nothing.
Those:-
-Beautiful priceless miraculous sweet ultra funky fantastic dramatic romantic sadistic erotic exotic athletic perfect stylish dangerous psychedelic valuable economical continental incredible unbelievable guillotine shining holy wonderful pretty super magnum sexy sexy glamorous lovely cutie fanatic aquatic dynamic domestic flawless glimmering glittering glistening perilous stunning stupefying sacred divine tera god-like dominant great eminent outstanding thunderstriking flabbergasting shell-shocking greatly respected heavenly glowing icy burning hot silky desired muscular extravagant massive flashy striking colourful elaborate flaming flamboyant royal majestic extraordinary cream of the crop exorbitant weighty mathematical bright pure unadulterated pristine gentle warm blissful paralysing commendable valourous compassionate joyful rapidly whirling sizeable enchanting imposing imperious ominous dark violent immense glaring impeccable torrential flooding unfazed indefatigable burgeoning escalating powerful forceful assertive inundating agile nimble noble vice-like formidable forbidding vivacious affluent influential commanding unnerving disconcerting mirthful jubilant amazing spectacular genius talented perservering perverted frolicsome playful intimidating candid frank mesmerising fascinating profound deep complicated sophiscated indestructible enigmatic superb top-notch labyrithine courtly baffling tranquil austere picturesque charming hallowed regal breathtaking paranomic grand infallible deft adroit graceful acclaimed sublime surreal beguiling golden rich unique dreamlike captivating therapeutic unreal unfliching unfaltering sheer vibrant lively twinkling rustic carefree unearthly full-blown radiant merry withstanding tremendous delightful lavish loaded sleek fiery ingenious brilliant indecipherable inconceivable puissant remarkable kaleidoscopic lucrative piquant coveted heady euphoric exhilarating phenomenal prized earthshattering momenttous grandiose intoxicating major blockbuster handsome stoic impassive vertiginous dizzying bewildering gleaming-


6 marks.

Frittered. Gone. Squandered. Wasted away before my very eyes.

And all I could do was stop and stare at my paper, which suddenly seemed small and insignificant.

It cost me a grade, if not 2.



Stupid mistakes, all of them were.


It resulted in a 27/40 for paper 1 and 43/60 for the other.
Which is a 69.25 (50-50) or a 70 (40-60)


Pwned flat by Xian Zhe, Lok Lam and many of my friends.
And the worst insult is, Mitchell scored 43/60 for paper 2.
(Quoted the first part of the sentence from Lok Lam.)

I'm very sad.

In one earthshattering, momentous moment...

The glaring truth bares itself plainly to me...

And I drank it in like bitter medicine.

But I have to perservere. I just have to.

For the worst has yet to come.

It's scary, but I must face it.

Put on a brave front and face the mellifluous melodic musical music.

I don't want Nafizath to call my parents.

BY THE WAY:

happy birthday to Peiqi.

Script check!

Dear Diary.
Script check today.
My English result pwn Guan Jie lol. Never expected that.
But Bryan Nicholas own me by 5.5 marks.
And damn Xian Zhe la. Pro shit.
Chinese Paper 1 own me by 44-35=9 marks
sian.


Today Lok Lam taught Bryan Nicholas how to keep a blog.


Bye.

The perfect weekend.

Dear Diary,

I WANT MY ROOM BACK!
I did a lot of stuff on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday-Monday.
FRIDAY: Took the crazy Bio paper. Then wasted 4.5 hours eating lunch and doing stupid stuff. Then had band pract from 2:30 to 6. Sectionals. Damn sian. Xian Zhe ask me and Ezbon to go away lah. So we Golden Jubilee'd till 4, then Ezbon tired lah. (Can understand, 1st Trumpet leh! I died after trying to play that whole part in one go...) I not tired, my part so slack! 2nd Cornet HAHAH! So low! Then Xian Zhe sms me to go back now but somehow my phone was on the floor. So when Tzung Ern and Shoki came to tell us the band fall in liao we LOL'ed and I picked up all my stuff without checking my phone. Then I saw Xian Zhe writing stuff in the band room and I ask him WHY NEVER TELL US? He said HUH so I go keep my instrument and stuff my watch, wallet and handphone inside the case also. Then I fall in with Ezbon and screwup a bit. Then played basketball. Play, slack, then slack some more. Then go home. My Dad offered to fetch me so I agreed. I shouldn't have. My Dad fetch my Mum after fetching me from KALLANG, and the damn traffic was damn heavy lah. Then Jonathan went missing because his phone out of battery. So spent some time calling his Mom on the way home at around 7:30, and his Mom was friggin' pissed so I felt sorry for him. I actually had the heart to feel anxious for my dear cousin and leave dinner till 8+. So went to RI to look for him. But cannot find him. On the way back I suggested why not call his house. So call lah. Then JOEL LIM picked up the phone and tell us Jonathan come back le. I went DIAO. Wasted so much time, so MESSY!, and left me starving. Joel, YOU'RE TOO MUCH! At least give a call when he come home lah! So after coming home I spent some time slacking around and then sleep.

SATURDAY: I woke up at 5am that morning because I couldn't sleep with a thunderstorm so NOISY! And bright flashes of light(ning) was so annoying! My Mom confiscated my computer at 11:30 pm yesterday, so I grabbed the computer and went to my room and watched Bleach. Then read the manga. Then had breakfast at 9. Then rushed to music at 9+. My Mom overslept after she promised to return me my ipod which was with her for 0.5 years and insisted I sit through breakfast with her. But I got 2 new albums and she say ok I let you Autofill but my appointment in JURONG starts at 10. So halfway through she tell me go for music now so I left with them leaving my computer to run on battery (for 2 hours). My parents dropped me off at J8. So I took MRT to Tiong Bahru. Damn tired because of the thunderstorm. So after that I took MRT back to Toa Payoh and took 73 from there. Faster. And a lot of my friends live in Toa Payoh so there's always the chance of bumping into them. But I met nobody there, not even Miss Khoo (I saw her before the exams). So my computer ran out of battery. I had to pack my WHOLE OMG -SO-MESSY room (including my Pokemon cards which were scattered all over the place because a guest was coming to stay the next day). Took one whole afternoon trying to sort my stuff, from 3-6. By the way, I have not removed the decorations I put up in the built-in toilet. Then Zhi En brought her friends over and hogged the BBQ pit. I slacked all the way through but I didn't eat much. In fact, I felt hungry when I went to bed. So I chatted with her friends because I had nothing better to do. I told them I didn't like fruits starting with L. That's right, it's you Lok Lam. Or maybe it's you Levine. So it was lychee, lime, lemon and longan. Yup. And I don't like mango but I like mangosteen (and mango pudding). So I talked from 8-9+ (beat that Quintus) then I went to laugh at my triple-science cousin who have A-maths and Bio on Tuesday. So I crapped around about Bio and went to my room to watch Dick Lee and Hossan Leong. Then I Pet Society'ed till 11:30 then slept.

SUNDAY: Woke up at 10+. So I went to eat stuff. Then my parents told me we were going to lunch for Mom's day. Happy Mom's day Mom. Then I eat eat eat. Ya. My shirt a bit small and my pants a bit short so my Mom didn't like. But anyway, went for tuition even though Mrs Tan told me to cancel my lessons haha...then passed the toilet and remembered the THING THAT FELL last week! Omg I felt so sorry! Just jumped and IT fell! Dennis asked me to jump, then...! PEIQI! Try not to say anything about it PLEASE! I kind of feel so GUILTY! It was a LOL then! Yah, but anyways after tuition I went home and watched Charlie&The Chocalate Factory then slack until 10. Haha! Then slack a bit then pajama'ed Pet Society and spam races. I learnt one thing! NEVER to use Firefox to play Pet Society on my computer! Lag like anything! But I'm using Firefox now anyway. Then same, my Mom confiscated my computer but she didn't take my handphone and ipod. So I listened to songs (now in my Grandma's room) until Grandma caught me. SHE WAS DAMN ANNOYING! Of course, I caved in in the end. I don't want any trouble but she made a hell lot of noise. I was emoing and remembering all the sad parts of my miserable life (Fort Minor). Then she made her noise and OMG how I wanted, how I desired the quiet, the cool darkness, the sweet privacy of my room! Grandma slept with a night light, a noisy fan (albeit on a big bed). And it was so HOT at my side! WARGH! I took my ipod to try and forget about it, but DAMN THE MOSQUITOES! The mosquito-infested part of the room (RIGHT BESIDE THE TOILET) was damn annoying! But the guest took MY room! ARGH! IWANT MY ROOM BACK! I'm going to ask for RENT!


MONDAY:Today's a school holiday. SO WHAT? My Dad wants me to do maths on AceLearning because I confessed my screwedup Emaths paper! HELLO! It's a post-exam holiday! What's this for, damnit! WHAT THE FRIGGIN HELL IS THIS? (In fact, I'm supposed to do maths now, but here I am blogging.) I want to punch something! Actually I've punched a lot of walls this morning. BUT I STILL FEEL FRUSTRATED! WHY SO HARDCORE? TELL ME WHY!

WHY? WHY? WHY...?!
Damn annoyed and angry and frustrated now. Is this teenage angst? I wonder.
Mercy, please.

OKAY, I'M SCREWED.

Geoggeoggeoggeog. OH NO I SCREWED UP GEOG MIDYEAR!
I DON'T WANT NAFIZATH TO CALL MY PARENTS!
I'm SCREWED.
SHIT HELL NO!
NAFIZATH! DON'T CALL MY PARENTS PLEASE! :X



Useless shit lah!
I'm hellah screwed.











I know I'm a retard.

THE END.

Dear Diary,


My Mid-Year Examination ends today.

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*My Mid-Year Examination ended today.



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I happy.



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SHOW SOME ENTHUSIASM YOU LITTLE SHIT!



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WOOHOOOOOOOOOO!




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FREEDOM!


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...Okay, that's 'bout enough I guess ;p




-I could not finish my OKONKWO/IKEMEFUNA/THINGS FALL APART essay.
-I wrote the one-word-question essay. EPIC FAIL.




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Come on 2-2, let's show the awesomeness and imba-ness of Chen through this paper.








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HELL YEAH!





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-I screwed up my Geog. It's going to be a fug-pug-ugly grade!



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OH NO!




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Then I wrote okay crap for the HCL paper 1 the next day.



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It was okay, I guess. Can pass la.



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I went to Bishan Market with Dwayne, Daryl and Wei Hao. Saw Marcus there too.




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Pon History exam! HAHA!




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So while they were complaining about some Stalin guy, I didn't know what they were talking!


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-Took the HCL paper 2 on Monday. Okay I think.


-Took SS paper. Stupid mural. Why did Bobby Sands have to die? Then we no need write about him.


Then on Tuesday we took the English paper 2.





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Shit. My summary overshot. No time cancel stuff!







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OH NO!





Daryl, Wei Hao, Lok Lam and me went to find our chem teacher la.





Mrs (Valerie) Chua.





So ya. We learnt lots of stuff during physics paper.





And Daryl was damn funny! HAHA!





Then he made (pretty much) an idiot of himself just because of Lit.






HAHA!




Gerald, Eugene and Yi Shen joined us too.





Then when Mrs (Anna) Tan passed by Yi Shen was FUNNY!





HAHA!



Later on (Mr) Tan Jit Hui caught me and Wei Hao playing scissors paper stone =.=




And he scolded us la.







OKAY LA! MY FAULT! I LIKE SCISSORS PAPER STONE CAN????!!!!!






So the next day, Chem paper OWNED.




The A-maths paper was okay I guess.




-Lit and E-maths on Thursday.




-I wrote a HELL LOT on unseen but maybe because of that I couldn't finish text-based.




WARGH!



E-maths was STUPID!





PREPARE TO FAIL PAPER 1 LA!



-At least paper 2 was more sensible la. But PAPER 1 is just WTF????



NOOO!




-Biology today.



-Bullshit paper.




-Cannot finish.



-I finished essay though.




-Damnit la.







-How did I while away the 4.5 hours before band pract?






-WASTE TIME LA!





-Lunch'ed with Shoki and Jin Sheng at Bishan Market.





-Then I went to buy Bubble Tea.





So I met Alvin and Dong Hong there. And some other guy I never see before.



We walk la.




Walk.



Walk.



'round the HDB block that came out on the other side and walk to J8.



Damn long leh. Walk about 45 minutes la.



Talk about going the long way.



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I thought I might find Wei Hao and Yue Feng there.




But I didn't, so I went back to school and do a bit of yoga in the band room with Wei Hao.





Yue Feng sit in band store reading some stuff he shouldn't be reading ;p




Then I slacked away time there. 1 hour.




Then sectionals.




Then fall-in.




Missed most of it.




Xian Zhe la!





He informed me through sms la, but I didn't get it until 6+




I leave my phone and wallet together on the steps while Golden Jubileeing with Ezbon.





Then Tzung Ern tell us go back now.




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We were told to go away :(



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Okay, they falled in le.




Then ATTENDENCE TAKING! Lols Xianzhe damn funny la.



After finish he lag abit then say,







Ehh, who is Azz-Bon arh?








HAHA!




AIYOH!





Then play soccer&basketball then go back band room then gohome!






BYE!