Saturday, February 28, 2009
Bits of Reflection
I have to say this.
THE WEEK BEHIND ME TOTALLY SUCKED.
I am tired. Even so, it has a kind of happy ending after that. After a happy session of sectionals (wrought by stomachaches) and a happy fall-in session where I managed to ignore the itch on my left leg by wondering why Quintus hasn't taken out the thing he writes on when he takes attendance yet, and after a not-so-happy dismissal (NO! You ****(couldn't really hear what he was saying) little boy...(decrescendos.))...haha, I think it's 'cause my shoes was really uncomfortable, I had a burning, savage urge to adjust and tie my shoelaces properly.
Anyway, after the (in short) happy band pract, I went home and to the *slack* sanctuary, my room. Slacking is an important part of our lives, we should treasure it and savour it when we can.
Anyway, I went home and reflected a bit. After about 5 minutes, I decided that I had screwed up the tests, big time. I know, it's 'cause I didn't study that I didn't get to be with...*sob* (that doesn't mean I don't like PCPS 5C'05/6C'06 though. Why would I?)
And I found my old yellow ancient Nintendo GameBoy Color from my kindergarten days...
The happy memories, as I fondly recall them, burnt through my heart...it just makes it hurt even worse...
I want to start my life all over again...I realized all too late that I should have done loads of things in the past...and I didn't do them in the past...and...and...
...it's just too few hits and too many misses...
...stop it.STOP IT! It's no use being emo now, you know this kind of fairytale stuff aren't meant to happen. Just carry on with your life, you juvenile individual...
I actually cried. A bit, I guess. Then the tears dried up, somehow. In the toilet la, 'cause there isn't much one can do if one is just go and sit on the toilet bowl and wait for them to come out. I got impatient, so I gave up.
But there's one part of the exam connecting to other parts of my life, like the English x Chem papers on Tuesday. It's like, English Language Chemistry, and it's REAL. so it's like El Camino Real (Alfred Reed) in a sense, geddit? EnglishLanguage Chem-ino REAL.
I want to sleep now. If there's one thing that I want to say (again), I am tired and screwed up miserably. I know the paranoia would only come later.
Go now, into a deep, blissful sleep, delve into the past; those memories that you have in your entire pathetic life; they're in your head, you can't change them, they never will
And wake up to find crusty dried tears on your little fat face.
Tongue Tied
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
I think we’re alone now-Click Five (I realised it first?)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Best Damn Thing-Avril Lavigne (I can’t disagree)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Crazy-Simple Plan (A little.)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dance, dance-Fall Out Boy (I don’t dance.)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Light up the sky-Yellowcard (How?)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
God Knows…-Hirano Aya (Seriously, how am I supposed to know?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Perfect-Simple Plan (Nobody is perfect.)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Valerie-The Zutons (Creepy…*shivers*)
WHAT IS 2+2?
Girlfriend-Avril Lavigne (I thought its 1x2 ?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Sugar, we’re going down-Fall Out Boy (Down to where?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Far Away-Nickleback
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Complicated-Avril Lavigne (One word says it all)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
American Idiot-Green Day (If I’m an idiot now, I would be an idiot later)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You’re Beautiful-James Blunt (VERY TRUE)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I’m Just a Kid-Simple Plan (it’s not just my parents)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Just the Girl-Click Five (Really arh?)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Famous Last Words-My Chemical Romance (Huh?)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Fly Away-F.I.R. (I can’t fly.)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Happy People-Skoop On Somebody (They ARE!)
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
No Love-Simple Plan (Seriously.)
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Over My Head-Sum 41 (WHY???)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Shut Up-Simple Plan (I regretted shutting up a lot of times in my life)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
My Alien-Simple Plan (I have an alien?)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
The Worst Day Ever-Simple Plan (It did.)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
一千年以后-林俊杰 (NO WAY.)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Dirty Little Secret-The All American Rejects (Come off it, everyone has secrets)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
24 Story Love Affair-Faber Drive (Does that answer the question?)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
What I’ve Done-Linkin Park (Not everything la.)
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Memory-Sugarcult (It does…)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Tongue Tied-Erase Errata (I have no complaints.)
P.S. Links will be updated when I feel like it.
Friday, February 20, 2009
I do stupid things 63% of the time.
1. [x] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back on it
4. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to grow out of your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push
Running total: 6
11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that theyknew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot
Running total: 11
21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [x] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle (bicycle)
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [x] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock
Running total: 19
31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [x] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accidentRunning total: 28
41. [x] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x]Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair
Running total: 34
51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [ ] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [ ] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny
Running total: 40
61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [ ] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [x] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [x] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [x] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught
Running total: 48
71. [x] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [x] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb73. [x] Ran into a door jam
74. [x] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [x] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [ ] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [ ] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [ ] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [ ] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt
Running total: 53
81. [ ] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [ ] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [ ] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [ ] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [x] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [x] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ]Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.
Running total: 55
91. [x] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [x] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper (i'd love to do that!)
94. [x] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [x] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [x] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren't even paying attention
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [x] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100.[ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth
GRAND TOTAL: 63%
Stomach Blues
I just couldn't help getting tired of chinese stuff. Good luck for the imminent tests of doom, everyone. (Actually, not really that fatal la.)
Hcl people, good luck for your prelims. Same goes for my dear beloved Sec4 seniors. :p
Study hard people, even though I'm slacking off now.
Bye bye.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
Emo stuff...
To be exact, I felt emo THAT day, but I forgot which. The feelings have ceased to exist, at least for now, and I forgot what emo stuff I wanted to post. So...
...so I'm probably not going to say much.
Levine, please stop hurting the vulnearable feelings of a small, innocent kid into making them think they've done something wrong and making them sleepless 'cause of paranoia, the drastic consequences, etc, etc. No hard feelings though.
If there's one thing I really hate now, it's this bug in my computer that types hexes like this"#" automatically wherever the cursor appears. Actually, I think it's pretty amazing how I managed to write all these stuff without getting pissed to the point that I give up typing on this computer.
If there's anothing I don't like, it's the tests. I hate studying, but I just have to in this situation...I don't want to be unable to go RJ...even so, why am I wasting my precious time writing this?
It's called polishing up one's essay-writing skills, stupid. See, now I've got correction tape stuck on my middle finger, and it's not my fault.
It's the fault of my work la.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentine's
People who got something like this and more through sms raise up your hands!!!! Wheee!
It's a nice example of love, isn't it? Awwww...Levine, isn't that what you'll do for--um, nonono, you sent me this 'cause you wanta see her today?
Okay, enough "suan-ing" for today...
See la, my cousin play play play...my computer almost dropped.
Anyway, Happy Valentine!
Friday, February 13, 2009
HELL of a day!
Well, I say I considered myself lucky for today, compared to some people (poor things). But band pract was...was...
I arrived after school at the band room after lunch with the ._. face. Neutral feelings. Yup. I passed the Lit worksheet to Dwayne in the toilet. Wonder if it's still there though, 'cos he told me later he lost it. Blearrh. So much for a good deed. Well, I still did a good deed anyway. Why am I deviating so much anyway? So, the band room was open, I put my shoes real neat outside and went in. (I'm quite glad they weren't kicked away though :]) SO, since Quintus erm, sort of misplaced his file somewhere but he was not really pissed about it since he memorised his parts and a bit of mine too.
So I photocopied spare scores for him. I'm not sure if he still owes me that 25 cents though, 'cos he got his file backed in the end anyway. Ezbon found it, I don't know where. But why, whywhywhywhywhyWHY has it got to be found DIRECTLY after I photocopied the scores and essentially wasting 25 cents? Maybe I should have got a library card to copy stuff since I saw that attempts, successful or futile, were made to fix that copier. Blame my laziness for assuming that the copier isn't working yet. It was just a little run up and down and some talking, I didn't know why I didn't bother :[
Then Ezbon found IT. Great timing, my dear junior.
Mr Glosz came after a while...low chromatics, ascending chromatics, WHEE!!!
Then Golden Jubileeeee! I dunno why, but I totally love this piece in combined. Playing it feels nice, way better than listening to it.
And Calwin just had to say something. Quintus played my bar 50 in the end lor. Shut up la Calwin. To just say that I'm worse than you is totally...anyway, if so, I would be playing 2nd trumpet, way easier than 2nd cornet. Blearrh.
12322332tataaaaaaa3n1232233234235236237238n2n3n1natatadalatatatadalataTATAtaTATA
When we were first introduced this piece, my kind senior decided that it would be good for me to play 2nd trumpet as 2nd cornet has so many semiquavers, it would be yan hua liao luan for me out of the kindness of his heart. Then you came and took my part, and I had to learn Golden Jubilee ALL OVER AGAIN. Might as well have started with 2nd cornet. (oh no quintus, I'm not sarcastic here...you ARE a kind person after all, even if you can be super mean when you want to...)
Anyway, we started on the piece and I got a bit annoyed with myself for mispitching the TaatalalaTala...at bar 32-33, I think. It's totally idiotic, playing Csharp when its an Enatural there (not in concert pitch). My gosh, screwing up then was annoying. I think I prefer the old mouthpiece now, instead of the Heinstein one. Feels nicer, sounds nicer, and essentially, nicer.
"I'm starting to do your thing now!" Well, since I picked it up from my dear SL, I got it and it became a bit of a habit. Guess this kind of thing can be contagious...
Anyway, 'cos I cannot play my part because of that stupidstupidstupidSTUPID "suggestion" that Calwin made, I was feeling really emo. Then, at that point of time, I decided that I should learn from my dear ASL! I shall learn to be as stone as him in combined. But with my mind still there, just control only. Seriously, I dunno how Ronald does it la. TEACH ME LEH -.- Oh yes, like that Quintus might as well play my 162+ also la. Why didn't you bring that up, you smirking-erm, PERSON? Damn it la, I can play my part properly.One day, it'll be always--no. it's already come. I'll totally PWN you one fine day la.
Ps: Calwin count properly la -.-
And Levine! You friggin flirtatious f--um, person, focus on your own Valentine la. I'll definitely win you one. Hmph!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
The First Post.
SPASM-COPYRIGHT Mediocre Second Shakespeare: What a nice day!!! Thunder is booming and lightning is flashing overhead. Thunderclaps shake the sky every once in a while and the hell out of the birds--just hear them chirping and chittering in fright.And now the rain pours buckets from the high heavens and just listen to the music!!! How very sweet the sound!!! The raindrops make a regular heavy drumbeat of rat-tat-tat-tat-tat by slamming the shit out of themselves like sheets of metal against the surfaces!!! The trees sway and dance in the cool gale. I feel like dancing too!The rain pours on me, giving me a very good cooling shower. Ahhh...I feel rejuvenated, already! I wonder if the sun will feel the same way when he steps out from the shower with a towel wrapped around him and...
Sun (peeks out from behind shower curtain): Now that's quite enough from you
Mediocre Second Shakespeare: ...and the sun is coming out!!! Hi Sun!!! Are you ready to shine on us in all your blistering glory...or is it that you just haven't dressed properly yet?
Sun(goes purple): YARRGH!!! LIGHTNING STRIKE!!!!ZZZZZZTTTTTT
Oh no...he's dead...and the Sun is going to be on the papers for murder the next day...And so the Sun did.
Woohoo.