45th post!

Singapore swine flu patient zero found!
So cool right? Maybe we'll have RED ALERT again! Temperature checks!
Circle line opens TOMORROW!
I wanna try it out!
But the MP gonna have a free ride on it first! T___T
New Lorong Chuan Station, right outside my place!
YEAH! NO NEED TAKE BUS 13 LIAO!
Anyway, MP should be waking up quite late and I don't wanna risk being late for school tomorrow; yeah, I'm a guai little mugger :D
I got this newfound liking for Pon and Zi. They're just so cute!

Read Lord of The Flies. Damn cheem! Mr Lawrence Tan said it's boring. So, thinking that I would be put off quickly, I took it into the toilet and read while I pangsai'ed. But I got stuck in the book, and read all the way until Simon died.

I didn't want Simon to die, he's such a nice person :(

Ya, so that's all.
Credits to Azuzephre; link: ponandzi.com

Hello!

I drew these!
I have to do homework, so bye.

Dear Diary,
I think I now know what true happiness is.
Yah, something from the Pursuit of Happyness I think.
But I think I also now know what true disappointment is.
Happiness is a nice feeling. It starts somewhere from the chest, and it feels warm. This warmth travels to your throat, giving a unique feeling which cannot be expressed by words but undoubtedly pleasant. Yes, without a doubt. It sends sparks all over the body, making you want to do crazy stuff eg. handstands, cartwheel, ya. And I can only open my mouth without saying anything. I didn't want to damage my room though; therefore I contented myself with punching the wall. Several times, and just one small tiny insignificant cut on the fourth knuckle of my right hand. Yeah, I'm thick-skinned!
BUT, today I got disappointed. By my computer...that feeling of hope and anticipation, it was like a sea and cycnism seemed non-existent. However, the disappointment was overwhelming. Inundating. That hope just sank down and leaked away somewhere, bit by bit, and left a big space there, making you feel pretty much empty. The rest are used up in futile attempts for __________. Nothing, but perhaps I will find determination there when I wake up tomorrow.
I regret not doing my Chinese homework. It's due tomorrow and I don't feel like doing it. Worse, Mr Lawrence Tan set us, yes us 3-5, a GCE A-Level paper that I had no idea how to go about doing and just that is enough to drive me bonkers. And Nafizath set us 89-93 of the damn workbook. FOR GOODNESS' SAKE! WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST GIVE IT TO US ON THURSDAY SO WE COULD HAVE FINISHED IT ON MONDAY?! LIKE YOUR STUPID FILE CHECK IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN OUR TIME!

I can't stand it anymore.

My computer's going to die of lack of battery anytime now, so bye.

All Righty, let's face it.

I FAILED MY GEOG OVERALL.

Yes, it's by 3%.

I guess Nafizath's going to call my parents after all.
Lok Lam passed. 50%.
Damn him lah.
Bryan Nicholas was no help, nor was he any comfort at all too.
Guess it doesn't serve to be kind to people after all.

Somehow I don't feel very much surprised.
It's almost as if it was expected.
Exactly the same as I'd expect it to be that sole red mark on my report card.
They say it's most common that students blame teachers when they get shit results.
I don't know why, but I think the same thing would happen if I took Pure History.
It's as if I have no talent for humanities at all.
Damn.

I mean, I'd tell myself to look at it closely. In lit, I keep misreading stuff and misinterpreting this and jumping to conclusions and everything else and end up screwing up everything.

Right, I suck.

Still, I think punching the wall is a comfort, firstly because I get to vent my anger on something that is *strong and silent!* and that it does not babble to anyone that I've bullied it. Secondly it won't last because it would hurt. Painful for my knuckles.

Come to think of it, I've not made my knuckles bleed before.

While that kid in Lord Of The Flies - Ralph, I think - apparently "struck the skin" off his knuckles without feeling pain.

Right, I'm still a kid. I'm still afraid of pain. And Andrew asked me why I can't knock the door with my knuckles. Hey, at least I knocked right?

I feel like a kid!



But I think adolescence is catching up with me, because I suddenly got a penchant for romance movies just half an hour ago. So I decided to start with that movie the Higher Chinese students of Catholic High watched on Tuesday/Wednesday this week.

To be honest, I didn't know how. But the amazing thing is, I found the name of the movie in less than five minutes. (No, it's not because I remembered it, stupid.)


It's called 2young, ju sok in Korean. I think. Hey, it's a nice movie all right!

And I suddenly got a liking for the word "effervescence". Effervescence. In other words, bubbles. A telltale sign that a gas is present. However, as not all gases produce effervescence, and it therefore is, typically, used to test for carbon dioxide gas.

I don't know why I suddenly like that word, because of my chemistry teacher emphasizing on it so much that I like it, or maybe because of it's translation to layman terms - bubbles.

To all those (perverts!) who have such colourful imagination and vivid fantasies, especially you, Levine!, I don't want to know what you're thinking of now.

Effervescence \ˌe-fər-ˈves\ (intransitive verb)
1 : to bubble, hiss, and foam as gas escapes
2 : to show liveliness or exhilaration

Also, I know I should have posted this a very long time ago...

Innate \i-ˈnāt, ˈi-ˌ\ (adj)
1 : existing in, belonging to, or determined by factors present in an individual from birth
2: belonging to the essential nature of something
3: originating in or derived from the mind or the constitution of the intellect rather than from experience

...but here it is anyway. Lok Lam, this is for you. (Sorry. I can't put LL since there are so many LL's around, not to mention LOL's like you.)

I don't know why Levine likes to put commas (,) in his sms'es.
Levine, you're annoying aren't you. Stop harping about me and ______ or I'll have to slap you. (That's right, in your face.) But while Levine likes commas, I like apostrophes (').

I don't why, it's just me I guess.

Oh yes, somebody please tell Bryan Nicholas to stop assuming that I know what I want to draw. Unlike you, Bryan, I am, unfortunately, a very indecisive person who isn't all that quick on his feet. By the way I've liked drawing on my foolscap paper before Sec 1. How I acquired this habit remains shrouded in mystery. How enigmatic.


I don't know what else to write, so bye.

Romantic stuff rocks!

I forgot to put something else.

Watched movie for HCL periods today.
Yuan Ye and Keith Chia were saying that the girl was cute behind me and ask everyone at large why they didn't use durex.
Mr Tan gave us 10 mins for recess.
Oh yes btw my english got A2. Beat only by Yi Shen(he got A1) by 1 mark.
I feel sad, but at least I beat Bryan Nicholas!
I don't know why, but he's no help at all when I'm all depressed.
Especially when I failed NAPFA again. I hate Shuttle Run and Standing Broad Jump.
I'm going to take Lok Lam's advice in hopping around I guess.
Train leg power.
I owe Bryan Nicholas a correction tape refill.
I don't know what else to write about, so bye.