Monday, September 28, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
somehow i just can't bring myself to care.
not here. not now.
I don't know why, nor do i know how.
I guess i'm just this kind of person after all.
I don't know why, nor do i know how.
I guess i'm just this kind of person after all.
somehow i just can't bring myself to care.
not here. not now.
I don't know why, nor do i know how.
I guess i'm just this kind of person after all.
I don't know why, nor do i know how.
I guess i'm just this kind of person after all.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Last Chance.
Dawn was breaking.
As I observed the familiar surroundings that I would never see again, a sour sense of loss rose into my throat.
I thought I had long since come to terms with the fact that I would never return here, to this school as a student again. Still, I remember the tearful farewells of the day before – embraces shared with close friends and polite handshakes with others. I lowered my head and sat down on the spot that I had been standing on, hugging my knees and playing with my overgrown hair.
The school grounds were silent. It was unsettling how the gates of the school were open at such an early hour, but I had disregarded this and strolled about, wondering why I didn’t see her the day before.
A thought rose into my consciousness as I unwittingly withdrew a single strand of silvery hair from my head.
_______ and her long, flowing hair-
I stood up and dusted my legs. I had to see her, no matter what. She was what made my world go round all these years. I spun on the spot and walked briskly, resolutely. This was my last chance to see her, talk to her, and to tell her that I-
_______ and her soft brown eyes-
I just could not let this opportunity slip by. I simply could not afford to. I would leave for Australia the next day, and I may never see her again after that, never-
_______ and her radiant smile-
I broke into a run. I would never let this last chance go.
The nearby park is a favourite haunt of lovers, especially when dusk sets in. Now, sunlight filtered through the canopy of leaves above me as I slowed into a trot. I remember the Saturday mornings we met ever so often – I would be jogging on the concrete track and she would be under a tree when I passed by. It was her favourite spot. Every time I passed by her, I would stop, sit down beside her and go hey. She would give a start and tell me off for scaring her out of her wits. I would laugh it off and chat randomly with her. Every precious moment spent with her was a gem.
I stopped when I passed by the same tree that she would be under each Saturday. She was not seated this time; she was standing, leaning on that same old tree. Careful not to show my emotions, I walked up to her and called softly, “Hey.”
Startled, she turned around to face me. It was clear she had been crying: her face was streaked with dried tears and her eyes were red and puffy. She must have had a sleepless night too. Even with her puffy eyes and dark rings under them, _______ was still beautiful as ever.
She seemed lost for words, and there was something more than shock displayed on her face. I suddenly realised that this was the first time that we had been so close to each other. Being shy, we did not venture into anything too intimate; we simply took advantage of any freedom we had, and with sheer luck, spent time together.
_______ was the first to break the silence between us.
“I couldn’t think of what to give you as a farewell gift,” she said.
“You didn’t have to get me anything.”
She ignored this. Instead, she looked up at the sky. Above us, it was suddenly dark. Grey, calumnious clouds were forming in the heavens. We were alone now, it seemed.
Out of the blue, a strong gust of wind shook the trees so that leaves flew from their stems and onto the ground. As the wind howled, _______let out a small shriek. Instinctively I put my arms around her; it was as if my body wanted to protect her from anything. Concerned, I turned to her.
We were almost nose to nose.
Still, we leaned slowly towards each other, as if we were not close enough already.
However, before our lips met, I seemed to remember that people would disapprove of what we were doing. Moral expectations of society simply extinguished my desire to get as close to her as possible. I pulled away. “Sorry,” I said, my mind swimming. Her cheeks were pink.
“Well, I…thought I should say goodbye first, and so…” I shifted uncomfortably from foot to foot, not knowing what to say.
“Um, so…I guess this is goodbye.” I finished lamely.
I turned, feeling somewhat crestfallen about how this has turned out. It was not supposed to be like this, this was not the way it was supposed to happen. I lowered my head.
“Wait!” she cried. “Don’t go…”
I turned back, stunned. _______ has never said that, never; all those times I waved cheerily when I needed to leave, she would simply allow a small smile and a smaller wave in return; a smile that would be sufficient to light up the whole world again, should everything melt into darkness. Yet…
“Don’t go,” she repeated. “Please…I don’t want you to go.”
All around us, rain had begun to fall. Soaked to the skin, I stood dumbfounded, looking every bit of the idiot that everyone made me out to be; that is, everyone but _______. She moved closer towards me.
After what seemed forever, I found my tongue. “But…why?” I said.
“Because…” she hesitated, then went on. “Because I love you.”
There was a very pregnant pause. Thunder rumbled in the distance.
“I…I love you too,” I admitted softly. “I’ve loved you ever since the first time we sat under this tree and talked about our lives.”
“That’s the silver lining I’ve been looking for,” she whispered; she moved up the last half inch so that our lips could touch, and then she was kissing me fiercely, and I was kissing back; everything is insignificant now, _______was the only real thing in the world. It was more than warm and pleasant; it was explosive; it was blissful oblivion. She held me close to her, her smooth hand caressing my cheek and my fingers running through her sweet-smelling hair. That kiss; hard but soft; fiery but cool- a warm sensation rose in my stomach; that of love and the burning desire to stay like this forever: locked in a tight embrace with her, our lips in contact with each other, touching softly. Lovingly. This was my last chance to say goodbye to her, and yet this is the last chance to prove my love, our love; so strong, so deep, yet so sad to never want to let go.
All this while, the rain pounded upon us; and still, I did not feel cold or wet; for I was basking in her warmth, totally absorbed, totally focused on her.
It seemed an eternity before we broke apart.
“You have to go, don’t you?” she whispered, looking anxious, and yet, sad. When I did not answer, she persisted: “Don’t you?”
Lost for words once more, I gave an affirmative nod.
“Then promise me something…”
Curious, I looked at her questioningly.
“Promise me…that we’ll see each other again.”
“I…I promise,” I said, in spite of myself.
The rain has become a light drizzle; the sun showed itself once again, peeking from behind the clouds.
“Look, a rainbow,” said _______ pointedly. I turned to look. Sure enough, a long colourful ribbon stretched across the horizon.
She took my hand in hers and rested her head on my shoulder, despite my shirt being dripping wet. “Can we go out in it, for the first and last time?”
“Sure, if you like.” I said. I was suffused with some sort of bittersweet joy; I had succeeded in making sure that I gave the love of my life a final goodbye, but our relationship would be so short and fleeting. How cruel life is, in my last chance in doing something of such importance.
I had won, but I had lost.
I'm grown up now.
Just to revive my blog, this one.
Bye.
As I observed the familiar surroundings that I would never see again, a sour sense of loss rose into my throat.
I thought I had long since come to terms with the fact that I would never return here, to this school as a student again. Still, I remember the tearful farewells of the day before – embraces shared with close friends and polite handshakes with others. I lowered my head and sat down on the spot that I had been standing on, hugging my knees and playing with my overgrown hair.
The school grounds were silent. It was unsettling how the gates of the school were open at such an early hour, but I had disregarded this and strolled about, wondering why I didn’t see her the day before.
A thought rose into my consciousness as I unwittingly withdrew a single strand of silvery hair from my head.
_______ and her long, flowing hair-
I stood up and dusted my legs. I had to see her, no matter what. She was what made my world go round all these years. I spun on the spot and walked briskly, resolutely. This was my last chance to see her, talk to her, and to tell her that I-
_______ and her soft brown eyes-
I just could not let this opportunity slip by. I simply could not afford to. I would leave for Australia the next day, and I may never see her again after that, never-
_______ and her radiant smile-
I broke into a run. I would never let this last chance go.
The nearby park is a favourite haunt of lovers, especially when dusk sets in. Now, sunlight filtered through the canopy of leaves above me as I slowed into a trot. I remember the Saturday mornings we met ever so often – I would be jogging on the concrete track and she would be under a tree when I passed by. It was her favourite spot. Every time I passed by her, I would stop, sit down beside her and go hey. She would give a start and tell me off for scaring her out of her wits. I would laugh it off and chat randomly with her. Every precious moment spent with her was a gem.
I stopped when I passed by the same tree that she would be under each Saturday. She was not seated this time; she was standing, leaning on that same old tree. Careful not to show my emotions, I walked up to her and called softly, “Hey.”
Startled, she turned around to face me. It was clear she had been crying: her face was streaked with dried tears and her eyes were red and puffy. She must have had a sleepless night too. Even with her puffy eyes and dark rings under them, _______ was still beautiful as ever.
She seemed lost for words, and there was something more than shock displayed on her face. I suddenly realised that this was the first time that we had been so close to each other. Being shy, we did not venture into anything too intimate; we simply took advantage of any freedom we had, and with sheer luck, spent time together.
_______ was the first to break the silence between us.
“I couldn’t think of what to give you as a farewell gift,” she said.
“You didn’t have to get me anything.”
She ignored this. Instead, she looked up at the sky. Above us, it was suddenly dark. Grey, calumnious clouds were forming in the heavens. We were alone now, it seemed.
Out of the blue, a strong gust of wind shook the trees so that leaves flew from their stems and onto the ground. As the wind howled, _______let out a small shriek. Instinctively I put my arms around her; it was as if my body wanted to protect her from anything. Concerned, I turned to her.
We were almost nose to nose.
Still, we leaned slowly towards each other, as if we were not close enough already.
However, before our lips met, I seemed to remember that people would disapprove of what we were doing. Moral expectations of society simply extinguished my desire to get as close to her as possible. I pulled away. “Sorry,” I said, my mind swimming. Her cheeks were pink.
“Well, I…thought I should say goodbye first, and so…” I shifted uncomfortably from foot to foot, not knowing what to say.
“Um, so…I guess this is goodbye.” I finished lamely.
I turned, feeling somewhat crestfallen about how this has turned out. It was not supposed to be like this, this was not the way it was supposed to happen. I lowered my head.
“Wait!” she cried. “Don’t go…”
I turned back, stunned. _______ has never said that, never; all those times I waved cheerily when I needed to leave, she would simply allow a small smile and a smaller wave in return; a smile that would be sufficient to light up the whole world again, should everything melt into darkness. Yet…
“Don’t go,” she repeated. “Please…I don’t want you to go.”
All around us, rain had begun to fall. Soaked to the skin, I stood dumbfounded, looking every bit of the idiot that everyone made me out to be; that is, everyone but _______. She moved closer towards me.
After what seemed forever, I found my tongue. “But…why?” I said.
“Because…” she hesitated, then went on. “Because I love you.”
There was a very pregnant pause. Thunder rumbled in the distance.
“I…I love you too,” I admitted softly. “I’ve loved you ever since the first time we sat under this tree and talked about our lives.”
“That’s the silver lining I’ve been looking for,” she whispered; she moved up the last half inch so that our lips could touch, and then she was kissing me fiercely, and I was kissing back; everything is insignificant now, _______was the only real thing in the world. It was more than warm and pleasant; it was explosive; it was blissful oblivion. She held me close to her, her smooth hand caressing my cheek and my fingers running through her sweet-smelling hair. That kiss; hard but soft; fiery but cool- a warm sensation rose in my stomach; that of love and the burning desire to stay like this forever: locked in a tight embrace with her, our lips in contact with each other, touching softly. Lovingly. This was my last chance to say goodbye to her, and yet this is the last chance to prove my love, our love; so strong, so deep, yet so sad to never want to let go.
All this while, the rain pounded upon us; and still, I did not feel cold or wet; for I was basking in her warmth, totally absorbed, totally focused on her.
It seemed an eternity before we broke apart.
“You have to go, don’t you?” she whispered, looking anxious, and yet, sad. When I did not answer, she persisted: “Don’t you?”
Lost for words once more, I gave an affirmative nod.
“Then promise me something…”
Curious, I looked at her questioningly.
“Promise me…that we’ll see each other again.”
“I…I promise,” I said, in spite of myself.
The rain has become a light drizzle; the sun showed itself once again, peeking from behind the clouds.
“Look, a rainbow,” said _______ pointedly. I turned to look. Sure enough, a long colourful ribbon stretched across the horizon.
She took my hand in hers and rested her head on my shoulder, despite my shirt being dripping wet. “Can we go out in it, for the first and last time?”
“Sure, if you like.” I said. I was suffused with some sort of bittersweet joy; I had succeeded in making sure that I gave the love of my life a final goodbye, but our relationship would be so short and fleeting. How cruel life is, in my last chance in doing something of such importance.
I had won, but I had lost.
I'm grown up now.
Just to revive my blog, this one.
Bye.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
You know, sometimes it's just hard to relax.
It seems that I'm forever worrying my head off.
But with assurance I tell myself: It's tightly screwed on.
Maybe some day I will.
2 days to O-Level Oral! :(
But with assurance I tell myself: It's tightly screwed on.
Maybe some day I will.
2 days to O-Level Oral! :(
Monday, July 6, 2009
Dear Diary,
Should I even be writing this?,
Because I don't even know what I really want now;
Everything suddenly becomes so pointless,
even LIVING by itself seems meaningless, let alone LOVING.
I thought I knew what I wanted.
The idea, the concept, the notion of life, the path of it, ALL of it
seemed to stare at me with almost mocking lucidity.
nothing seems to work, nothing;
People tell me that screwing up real badly is a part of life;
and I think, "Yup, and that sucks."
But I think differently now.
Screwing up badly IS life;
and that sucks. Big time.
Well, people still got to think positively,
all for something is better that all for nothing.
I think what I need now is a hug;
-not those kind of happy-happy hugs when some huge feat you've accomplished is worth celebrating;
-not those kind of just-for-fun overbearing suffocating bone-crushing hugs, the kind that Lok Lam gives (not that he broke any of my bones);
It's the comforting, consoling type of hug, the warm, kind and understanding one that really signifies that the other truly knows what you're going through, those emotional throes, woes and what-nots.
Don't ask me about that Binomial Theorem test, it makes me feel worse. Something that can go under the category of All For Nothing.
stupid x^10.
Because I don't even know what I really want now;
Everything suddenly becomes so pointless,
even LIVING by itself seems meaningless, let alone LOVING.
I thought I knew what I wanted.
The idea, the concept, the notion of life, the path of it, ALL of it
seemed to stare at me with almost mocking lucidity.
nothing seems to work, nothing;
People tell me that screwing up real badly is a part of life;
and I think, "Yup, and that sucks."
But I think differently now.
Screwing up badly IS life;
and that sucks. Big time.
Well, people still got to think positively,
all for something is better that all for nothing.
I think what I need now is a hug;
-not those kind of happy-happy hugs when some huge feat you've accomplished is worth celebrating;
-not those kind of just-for-fun overbearing suffocating bone-crushing hugs, the kind that Lok Lam gives (not that he broke any of my bones);
It's the comforting, consoling type of hug, the warm, kind and understanding one that really signifies that the other truly knows what you're going through, those emotional throes, woes and what-nots.
Don't ask me about that Binomial Theorem test, it makes me feel worse. Something that can go under the category of All For Nothing.
stupid x^10.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
(From http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx)
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.Thursday, June 25, 2009
I hate Nafizath.
I mean, seriously.
I know that "hate" might be too strong a word to use, but...
Look at what she did to my life.
By calling up my parents,
she worsened my relationship with them.
which is already bad enough.
And she as good as ruined the very last June Holiday I'm ever going to get.
And see. It's coming to a close.
Dear Ms/Mdm/Mrs/WHATEVER! Nafizath,
Time really flies.
Thank you for the homework.
See you in school next term.
And yes, I'm going to hate you from now on.
I know that "hate" might be too strong a word to use, but...
Look at what she did to my life.
By calling up my parents,
she worsened my relationship with them.
which is already bad enough.
And she as good as ruined the very last June Holiday I'm ever going to get.
And see. It's coming to a close.
Dear Ms/Mdm/Mrs/WHATEVER! Nafizath,
Time really flies.
Thank you for the homework.
See you in school next term.
And yes, I'm going to hate you from now on.
Monday, June 22, 2009
And now I've found something I don't like.
Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation
By S Ramesh, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 22 June 2009 1823 hrs
SINGAPORE: Health Minister Khaw Boon Wan has said schools will re-open and the Asian Youth Games and National Day celebrations will carry on.
But recently-returned students who have travelled to affected countries will stay at home for one week before joining their classmates when schools re-open on Monday.
The Ministry of Education (MOE) will provide more details soon, added Mr Khaw.
The health minister was speaking at a news conference on Monday to give an update on the latest developments on the Influenza A(H1N1)situation.
Mr Khaw said that overall, life must continue as normally as possible with targeted control measures.
One of them would be to close a school when a significant cluster is found so as to break the transmission or to isolate a competing team from other athletes as was done with the Filipino and the Hong Kong football players.
Mr Khaw also revealed that the scientific committee, chaired by the Director of Medical Services, is effectively evaluating the characteristics and the genome of the virus.
The committee has determined that the H1N1 virus in Singapore remains identical with that in North America.
Hence, the consensus view was that the virus remains moderate-risk and Singaporeans need not panic over the development that there is now community spread in the country.
Mr Khaw is confident that almost all infected cases will be able to recover fully and that Tamiflu and Relenza remain effective against the disease.
He, however, added: "But I thought I should explain that moderate risk does not mean no death. Just like the seasonal flu, there will be some deaths. That's why we need to target the high-risk patients, especially those with underlying medical conditions and to render the best chance of a full recovery. And that is why we need to allow our hospitals to be able to focus on the high-risk cases and not be distracted or overwhelmed by hundreds of mild cases."
Among those in the high risk include pregnant mothers, people with asthma, those on kidney dialysis or on chemotherapy.
The Health Ministry intends to advise these groups of patients with direct mailers of what they can do to protect themselves.
On its part, the Health Ministry is also gearing up all its polyclinics and a few hundred general practitioners to treat suspected H1N1 cases in Singapore.
Giving details of measures to tackle a wider community spread of the influenza, Mr Khaw explained that these will be called Pandemic Preparedness Clinics or PPCs and they can be recognised by their decal to handle walk-in suspect cases.
These clinics will only refer some categories of high-risk suspect patients to public hospitals.
Mr Khaw said the Health Ministry would publicise to Singaporeans where these clinics are so they know where to seek advice.
He explained: "When the local bio-surveillance data confirms significant community spread and we need to move from containment to full mitigation, we will signal to the public to use these PPCs instead of going to the hospitals if their flu conditions are mild. And this may happen over the next few days."
The Health Minister also revealed that the government would secure adequate supplies of the H1N1 vaccine for the population.
Besides the existing supply contract with the vaccine manufacturer, Mr Khaw said the ministry is also in active negotiations with other vaccine manufacturers. The aim is to diversify the supply of H1N1 vaccines.
Concluding, Mr Khaw said that last week has been eventful in the development of the outbreak in Singapore and the ministry expects this development.
That's because June would be challenging, given the large number of travellers returning from their holidays.
But the seven-week head start in battling the virus has been extremely useful, Mr Khaw said, to allow the government to gear up its system for the community spread phase of the outbreak.
His advice to Singaporeans: just carry on with your lives normally but keep up the high standard of personal hygiene.
- CNA/ir
Dear Mr Khaw,
Sorry, outvoted. By alot.
Even so, you're the one who makes the final decision.
Well we'll just have have to give it to you ):
Then what did channelnewsasia.com put the poll up for.
I wonder if MOE will agree though;
But if this is okay, I guess they'll just give thumb-ups.
To my dear batchmates and fellow students in Singapore, those who want an extension this June Holiday;
-Greatest Consolations.
But you know, sometimes you just don't get your way.
-But I guess we're all used to it already, since things seldom go your way.
-So let's just continue living our melancholic little busy lives in hustle-bustle style;
-After all, we're still one big family.
Let's all help each other out, 'kay?
By S Ramesh, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 22 June 2009 1823 hrs
SINGAPORE: Health Minister Khaw Boon Wan has said schools will re-open and the Asian Youth Games and National Day celebrations will carry on.
But recently-returned students who have travelled to affected countries will stay at home for one week before joining their classmates when schools re-open on Monday.
The Ministry of Education (MOE) will provide more details soon, added Mr Khaw.
The health minister was speaking at a news conference on Monday to give an update on the latest developments on the Influenza A(H1N1)situation.
Mr Khaw said that overall, life must continue as normally as possible with targeted control measures.
One of them would be to close a school when a significant cluster is found so as to break the transmission or to isolate a competing team from other athletes as was done with the Filipino and the Hong Kong football players.
Mr Khaw also revealed that the scientific committee, chaired by the Director of Medical Services, is effectively evaluating the characteristics and the genome of the virus.
The committee has determined that the H1N1 virus in Singapore remains identical with that in North America.
Hence, the consensus view was that the virus remains moderate-risk and Singaporeans need not panic over the development that there is now community spread in the country.
Mr Khaw is confident that almost all infected cases will be able to recover fully and that Tamiflu and Relenza remain effective against the disease.
He, however, added: "But I thought I should explain that moderate risk does not mean no death. Just like the seasonal flu, there will be some deaths. That's why we need to target the high-risk patients, especially those with underlying medical conditions and to render the best chance of a full recovery. And that is why we need to allow our hospitals to be able to focus on the high-risk cases and not be distracted or overwhelmed by hundreds of mild cases."
Among those in the high risk include pregnant mothers, people with asthma, those on kidney dialysis or on chemotherapy.
The Health Ministry intends to advise these groups of patients with direct mailers of what they can do to protect themselves.
On its part, the Health Ministry is also gearing up all its polyclinics and a few hundred general practitioners to treat suspected H1N1 cases in Singapore.
Giving details of measures to tackle a wider community spread of the influenza, Mr Khaw explained that these will be called Pandemic Preparedness Clinics or PPCs and they can be recognised by their decal to handle walk-in suspect cases.
These clinics will only refer some categories of high-risk suspect patients to public hospitals.
Mr Khaw said the Health Ministry would publicise to Singaporeans where these clinics are so they know where to seek advice.
He explained: "When the local bio-surveillance data confirms significant community spread and we need to move from containment to full mitigation, we will signal to the public to use these PPCs instead of going to the hospitals if their flu conditions are mild. And this may happen over the next few days."
The Health Minister also revealed that the government would secure adequate supplies of the H1N1 vaccine for the population.
Besides the existing supply contract with the vaccine manufacturer, Mr Khaw said the ministry is also in active negotiations with other vaccine manufacturers. The aim is to diversify the supply of H1N1 vaccines.
Concluding, Mr Khaw said that last week has been eventful in the development of the outbreak in Singapore and the ministry expects this development.
That's because June would be challenging, given the large number of travellers returning from their holidays.
But the seven-week head start in battling the virus has been extremely useful, Mr Khaw said, to allow the government to gear up its system for the community spread phase of the outbreak.
His advice to Singaporeans: just carry on with your lives normally but keep up the high standard of personal hygiene.
- CNA/ir
Dear Mr Khaw,
Sorry, outvoted. By alot.
Even so, you're the one who makes the final decision.
Well we'll just have have to give it to you ):
Then what did channelnewsasia.com put the poll up for.
I wonder if MOE will agree though;
But if this is okay, I guess they'll just give thumb-ups.
To my dear batchmates and fellow students in Singapore, those who want an extension this June Holiday;
-Greatest Consolations.
But you know, sometimes you just don't get your way.
-But I guess we're all used to it already, since things seldom go your way.
-So let's just continue living our melancholic little busy lives in hustle-bustle style;
-After all, we're still one big family.
Let's all help each other out, 'kay?
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I had a nightmare.
Then I had a nice dream the following night.
Are you okay;
'cause I'm gonna get it if you aren't
Still, chatted with Titus for awhile today, just for him to suan me and tell me he don't like my face.
Anyway, I didn't get any cheered up trying to play pokemon (emerald).
And yet again I don't feel like studying.
So much for trying to do homework. Bah.
Anyway, Titus make me emo again.
so i think i wan watch naruto fillers to cheer me up.
i'm going to watch naruto le. bb.
Then I had a nice dream the following night.
Are you okay;
'cause I'm gonna get it if you aren't
Still, chatted with Titus for awhile today, just for him to suan me and tell me he don't like my face.
Anyway, I didn't get any cheered up trying to play pokemon (emerald).
And yet again I don't feel like studying.
So much for trying to do homework. Bah.
Anyway, Titus make me emo again.
so i think i wan watch naruto fillers to cheer me up.
i'm going to watch naruto le. bb.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Because...
Disclaimer: I don't own this image, it belongs to the artist (Azuzphere/Jeff Thomas). Obtained from ponandzi.com
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
48th post.
Posting because I can't stand the crap presently in my life.
It's the last, the final June Holiday that I'd ever get, but somehow I don't think I'm enjoying it.
Firstly, you must understand how busy I am:-
-Chemistry.
-10 years series.
-One whole shitload of work to be done, marked and handed in.
-Biology. (done already.)
-One thick worksheet.
-Pure Geography. (I hate this part.)
-Mindmap on Rivers.
-Mindmap on River Management Strategies.
-Mindmap on Coastal Zones.
-Mindmap on Coastal Zone Management Strategies.
-Workbook, 10++ pages.
-[Comparative Analysis] Evaluate Forest Management Strategies within and outside Asia and compare them. (Marking Scheme is given in order to ensure no slacking, and this time it's SOLO WORK.)
-100-mark-assignment on Weather and Climate.
-English Language.
-2 Comprehensions, with summary.
-750-word essay on the notion of evil in Lord Of The Flies.
-Higher Chinese.
-Oral - prepare for O-Level, coming 22/7. Impending doom.
-E/A Mathematics.
-4 thick/all-sided worksheets. (means two pages of the original paper are printed on one page of the photocopy.)
-Including tuition homework. (which is _____.)
I don't know why, but I'm compelled to be a good boy, stay at home and do homework, go for band practice, tuition sessions punctually etc etc.
And yet, I've barely completed half of my homework and it's the second week already.
Wow, time really flies -
Fact is, it simply flashed past me in a twinkle of an eye -
No, that isn't the most important thing here.
My most pressing concern is --
NO TIME DO HOMEWORK LIAO!
But one must still remember, remember that -
I [am] (was) [still] a good boy. (once.)
(note: the words in circular brackets are negative and the ones in the square brackets are positive.)
No, I shouldn't be talking about this right now.
...
Fact is, ...
...
...
...
快捷华文会考口试将在七月二十二号来临！!(I sincerely hope I got the grammar and spelling right.)
Hell yeah, get your facts right man! The depressing truth lies lucidly before your eyes. Face it, despairing or not, for it's a fact!
(and a life-changing one!)
...
(hooray, the dots are back!)
...
Even though I feel compelled to be a good boy, I somehow can't bring myself to study for that stupid, dumb, and painfully pointless chinese oral exam. It's just DUMB! D-U-M-B. I daresay, it is even more so than I am!
Damnit, I hate it straight to the core!
-shannaro!
Whoops, so late already. I think I want to be a little helpful to those wondering how on earth to even start on that "evil" essay on Lord of the Flies.
My cousin recommended to me this website, and I think it's good -
http://www.sparknotes.com/lit/flies/
So much for helping people, nobody reads this anyway, so I think I'll just put this up for the sake of putting it up.
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE...
Well, I guess I'll be seeing you all later.
It's the last, the final June Holiday that I'd ever get, but somehow I don't think I'm enjoying it.
Firstly, you must understand how busy I am:-
-Chemistry.
-10 years series.
-One whole shitload of work to be done, marked and handed in.
-Biology. (done already.)
-One thick worksheet.
-Pure Geography. (I hate this part.)
-Mindmap on Rivers.
-Mindmap on River Management Strategies.
-Mindmap on Coastal Zones.
-Mindmap on Coastal Zone Management Strategies.
-Workbook, 10++ pages.
-[Comparative Analysis] Evaluate Forest Management Strategies within and outside Asia and compare them. (Marking Scheme is given in order to ensure no slacking, and this time it's SOLO WORK.)
-100-mark-assignment on Weather and Climate.
-English Language.
-2 Comprehensions, with summary.
-750-word essay on the notion of evil in Lord Of The Flies.
-Higher Chinese.
-Oral - prepare for O-Level, coming 22/7. Impending doom.
-E/A Mathematics.
-4 thick/all-sided worksheets. (means two pages of the original paper are printed on one page of the photocopy.)
-Including tuition homework. (which is _____.)
I don't know why, but I'm compelled to be a good boy, stay at home and do homework, go for band practice, tuition sessions punctually etc etc.
And yet, I've barely completed half of my homework and it's the second week already.
Wow, time really flies -
Fact is, it simply flashed past me in a twinkle of an eye -
No, that isn't the most important thing here.
My most pressing concern is --
NO TIME DO HOMEWORK LIAO!
But one must still remember, remember that -
I [am] (was) [still] a good boy. (once.)
(note: the words in circular brackets are negative and the ones in the square brackets are positive.)
No, I shouldn't be talking about this right now.
...
Fact is, ...
...
...
...
快捷华文会考口试将在七月二十二号来临！!(I sincerely hope I got the grammar and spelling right.)
Hell yeah, get your facts right man! The depressing truth lies lucidly before your eyes. Face it, despairing or not, for it's a fact!
(and a life-changing one!)
...
(hooray, the dots are back!)
...
Even though I feel compelled to be a good boy, I somehow can't bring myself to study for that stupid, dumb, and painfully pointless chinese oral exam. It's just DUMB! D-U-M-B. I daresay, it is even more so than I am!
Damnit, I hate it straight to the core!
-shannaro!
Whoops, so late already. I think I want to be a little helpful to those wondering how on earth to even start on that "evil" essay on Lord of the Flies.
My cousin recommended to me this website, and I think it's good -
http://www.sparknotes.com/lit/flies/
So much for helping people, nobody reads this anyway, so I think I'll just put this up for the sake of putting it up.
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE...
Well, I guess I'll be seeing you all later.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
45th post!
Singapore swine flu patient zero found!
So cool right? Maybe we'll have RED ALERT again! Temperature checks!
Circle line opens TOMORROW!
I wanna try it out!
But the MP gonna have a free ride on it first! T___T
New Lorong Chuan Station, right outside my place!
YEAH! NO NEED TAKE BUS 13 LIAO!
Anyway, MP should be waking up quite late and I don't wanna risk being late for school tomorrow; yeah, I'm a guai little mugger :D
I got this newfound liking for Pon and Zi. They're just so cute!
Read Lord of The Flies. Damn cheem! Mr Lawrence Tan said it's boring. So, thinking that I would be put off quickly, I took it into the toilet and read while I pangsai'ed. But I got stuck in the book, and read all the way until Simon died.
I didn't want Simon to die, he's such a nice person :(
Ya, so that's all.
Credits to Azuzephre; link: ponandzi.com
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
Dear Diary,
I think I now know what true happiness is.
Yah, something from the Pursuit of Happyness I think.
But I think I also now know what true disappointment is.
Happiness is a nice feeling. It starts somewhere from the chest, and it feels warm. This warmth travels to your throat, giving a unique feeling which cannot be expressed by words but undoubtedly pleasant. Yes, without a doubt. It sends sparks all over the body, making you want to do crazy stuff eg. handstands, cartwheel, ya. And I can only open my mouth without saying anything. I didn't want to damage my room though; therefore I contented myself with punching the wall. Several times, and just one small tiny insignificant cut on the fourth knuckle of my right hand. Yeah, I'm thick-skinned!
BUT, today I got disappointed. By my computer...that feeling of hope and anticipation, it was like a sea and cycnism seemed non-existent. However, the disappointment was overwhelming. Inundating. That hope just sank down and leaked away somewhere, bit by bit, and left a big space there, making you feel pretty much empty. The rest are used up in futile attempts for __________. Nothing, but perhaps I will find determination there when I wake up tomorrow.
I regret not doing my Chinese homework. It's due tomorrow and I don't feel like doing it. Worse, Mr Lawrence Tan set us, yes us 3-5, a GCE A-Level paper that I had no idea how to go about doing and just that is enough to drive me bonkers. And Nafizath set us 89-93 of the damn workbook. FOR GOODNESS' SAKE! WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST GIVE IT TO US ON THURSDAY SO WE COULD HAVE FINISHED IT ON MONDAY?! LIKE YOUR STUPID FILE CHECK IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN OUR TIME!
I can't stand it anymore.
My computer's going to die of lack of battery anytime now, so bye.
I think I now know what true happiness is.
Yah, something from the Pursuit of Happyness I think.
But I think I also now know what true disappointment is.
Happiness is a nice feeling. It starts somewhere from the chest, and it feels warm. This warmth travels to your throat, giving a unique feeling which cannot be expressed by words but undoubtedly pleasant. Yes, without a doubt. It sends sparks all over the body, making you want to do crazy stuff eg. handstands, cartwheel, ya. And I can only open my mouth without saying anything. I didn't want to damage my room though; therefore I contented myself with punching the wall. Several times, and just one small tiny insignificant cut on the fourth knuckle of my right hand. Yeah, I'm thick-skinned!
BUT, today I got disappointed. By my computer...that feeling of hope and anticipation, it was like a sea and cycnism seemed non-existent. However, the disappointment was overwhelming. Inundating. That hope just sank down and leaked away somewhere, bit by bit, and left a big space there, making you feel pretty much empty. The rest are used up in futile attempts for __________. Nothing, but perhaps I will find determination there when I wake up tomorrow.
I regret not doing my Chinese homework. It's due tomorrow and I don't feel like doing it. Worse, Mr Lawrence Tan set us, yes us 3-5, a GCE A-Level paper that I had no idea how to go about doing and just that is enough to drive me bonkers. And Nafizath set us 89-93 of the damn workbook. FOR GOODNESS' SAKE! WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST GIVE IT TO US ON THURSDAY SO WE COULD HAVE FINISHED IT ON MONDAY?! LIKE YOUR STUPID FILE CHECK IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN OUR TIME!
I can't stand it anymore.
My computer's going to die of lack of battery anytime now, so bye.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
All Righty, let's face it.
I FAILED MY GEOG OVERALL.
Yes, it's by 3%.
I guess Nafizath's going to call my parents after all.
Lok Lam passed. 50%.
Damn him lah.
Bryan Nicholas was no help, nor was he any comfort at all too.
Guess it doesn't serve to be kind to people after all.
Somehow I don't feel very much surprised.
It's almost as if it was expected.
Exactly the same as I'd expect it to be that sole red mark on my report card.
They say it's most common that students blame teachers when they get shit results.
I don't know why, but I think the same thing would happen if I took Pure History.
It's as if I have no talent for humanities at all.
Damn.
I mean, I'd tell myself to look at it closely. In lit, I keep misreading stuff and misinterpreting this and jumping to conclusions and everything else and end up screwing up everything.
Right, I suck.
Still, I think punching the wall is a comfort, firstly because I get to vent my anger on something that is *strong and silent!* and that it does not babble to anyone that I've bullied it. Secondly it won't last because it would hurt. Painful for my knuckles.
Come to think of it, I've not made my knuckles bleed before.
While that kid in Lord Of The Flies - Ralph, I think - apparently "struck the skin" off his knuckles without feeling pain.
Right, I'm still a kid. I'm still afraid of pain. And Andrew asked me why I can't knock the door with my knuckles. Hey, at least I knocked right?
I feel like a kid!
But I think adolescence is catching up with me, because I suddenly got a penchant for romance movies just half an hour ago. So I decided to start with that movie the Higher Chinese students of Catholic High watched on Tuesday/Wednesday this week.
To be honest, I didn't know how. But the amazing thing is, I found the name of the movie in less than five minutes. (No, it's not because I remembered it, stupid.)
It's called 2young, ju sok in Korean. I think. Hey, it's a nice movie all right!
And I suddenly got a liking for the word "effervescence". Effervescence. In other words, bubbles. A telltale sign that a gas is present. However, as not all gases produce effervescence, and it therefore is, typically, used to test for carbon dioxide gas.
I don't know why I suddenly like that word, because of my chemistry teacher emphasizing on it so much that I like it, or maybe because of it's translation to layman terms - bubbles.
To all those (perverts!) who have such colourful imagination and vivid fantasies, especially you, Levine!, I don't want to know what you're thinking of now.
Effervescence \ˌe-fər-ˈves\ (intransitive verb)
1 : to bubble, hiss, and foam as gas escapes
2 : to show liveliness or exhilaration
Also, I know I should have posted this a very long time ago...
Innate \i-ˈnāt, ˈi-ˌ\ (adj)
1 : existing in, belonging to, or determined by factors present in an individual from birth
2: belonging to the essential nature of something
3: originating in or derived from the mind or the constitution of the intellect rather than from experience
...but here it is anyway. Lok Lam, this is for you. (Sorry. I can't put LL since there are so many LL's around, not to mention LOL's like you.)
I don't know why Levine likes to put commas (,) in his sms'es.
Levine, you're annoying aren't you. Stop harping about me and ______ or I'll have to slap you. (That's right, in your face.) But while Levine likes commas, I like apostrophes (').
I don't why, it's just me I guess.
Oh yes, somebody please tell Bryan Nicholas to stop assuming that I know what I want to draw. Unlike you, Bryan, I am, unfortunately, a very indecisive person who isn't all that quick on his feet. By the way I've liked drawing on my foolscap paper before Sec 1. How I acquired this habit remains shrouded in mystery. How enigmatic.
I don't know what else to write, so bye.
Romantic stuff rocks!
Yes, it's by 3%.
I guess Nafizath's going to call my parents after all.
Lok Lam passed. 50%.
Damn him lah.
Bryan Nicholas was no help, nor was he any comfort at all too.
Guess it doesn't serve to be kind to people after all.
Somehow I don't feel very much surprised.
It's almost as if it was expected.
Exactly the same as I'd expect it to be that sole red mark on my report card.
They say it's most common that students blame teachers when they get shit results.
I don't know why, but I think the same thing would happen if I took Pure History.
It's as if I have no talent for humanities at all.
Damn.
I mean, I'd tell myself to look at it closely. In lit, I keep misreading stuff and misinterpreting this and jumping to conclusions and everything else and end up screwing up everything.
Right, I suck.
Still, I think punching the wall is a comfort, firstly because I get to vent my anger on something that is *strong and silent!* and that it does not babble to anyone that I've bullied it. Secondly it won't last because it would hurt. Painful for my knuckles.
Come to think of it, I've not made my knuckles bleed before.
While that kid in Lord Of The Flies - Ralph, I think - apparently "struck the skin" off his knuckles without feeling pain.
Right, I'm still a kid. I'm still afraid of pain. And Andrew asked me why I can't knock the door with my knuckles. Hey, at least I knocked right?
I feel like a kid!
But I think adolescence is catching up with me, because I suddenly got a penchant for romance movies just half an hour ago. So I decided to start with that movie the Higher Chinese students of Catholic High watched on Tuesday/Wednesday this week.
To be honest, I didn't know how. But the amazing thing is, I found the name of the movie in less than five minutes. (No, it's not because I remembered it, stupid.)
It's called 2young, ju sok in Korean. I think. Hey, it's a nice movie all right!
And I suddenly got a liking for the word "effervescence". Effervescence. In other words, bubbles. A telltale sign that a gas is present. However, as not all gases produce effervescence, and it therefore is, typically, used to test for carbon dioxide gas.
I don't know why I suddenly like that word, because of my chemistry teacher emphasizing on it so much that I like it, or maybe because of it's translation to layman terms - bubbles.
To all those (perverts!) who have such colourful imagination and vivid fantasies, especially you, Levine!, I don't want to know what you're thinking of now.
Effervescence \ˌe-fər-ˈves\ (intransitive verb)
1 : to bubble, hiss, and foam as gas escapes
2 : to show liveliness or exhilaration
Also, I know I should have posted this a very long time ago...
Innate \i-ˈnāt, ˈi-ˌ\ (adj)
1 : existing in, belonging to, or determined by factors present in an individual from birth
2: belonging to the essential nature of something
3: originating in or derived from the mind or the constitution of the intellect rather than from experience
...but here it is anyway. Lok Lam, this is for you. (Sorry. I can't put LL since there are so many LL's around, not to mention LOL's like you.)
I don't know why Levine likes to put commas (,) in his sms'es.
Levine, you're annoying aren't you. Stop harping about me and ______ or I'll have to slap you. (That's right, in your face.) But while Levine likes commas, I like apostrophes (').
I don't why, it's just me I guess.
Oh yes, somebody please tell Bryan Nicholas to stop assuming that I know what I want to draw. Unlike you, Bryan, I am, unfortunately, a very indecisive person who isn't all that quick on his feet. By the way I've liked drawing on my foolscap paper before Sec 1. How I acquired this habit remains shrouded in mystery. How enigmatic.
I don't know what else to write, so bye.
Romantic stuff rocks!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I forgot to put something else.
Watched movie for HCL periods today.
Yuan Ye and Keith Chia were saying that the girl was cute behind me and ask everyone at large why they didn't use durex.
Mr Tan gave us 10 mins for recess.
Oh yes btw my english got A2. Beat only by Yi Shen(he got A1) by 1 mark.
I feel sad, but at least I beat Bryan Nicholas!
I don't know why, but he's no help at all when I'm all depressed.
Especially when I failed NAPFA again. I hate Shuttle Run and Standing Broad Jump.
I'm going to take Lok Lam's advice in hopping around I guess.
Train leg power.
I owe Bryan Nicholas a correction tape refill.
I don't know what else to write about, so bye.
Yuan Ye and Keith Chia were saying that the girl was cute behind me and ask everyone at large why they didn't use durex.
Mr Tan gave us 10 mins for recess.
Oh yes btw my english got A2. Beat only by Yi Shen(he got A1) by 1 mark.
I feel sad, but at least I beat Bryan Nicholas!
I don't know why, but he's no help at all when I'm all depressed.
Especially when I failed NAPFA again. I hate Shuttle Run and Standing Broad Jump.
I'm going to take Lok Lam's advice in hopping around I guess.
Train leg power.
I owe Bryan Nicholas a correction tape refill.
I don't know what else to write about, so bye.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I SUDDENLY DISLIKE GEOGRAPHY.
It's pretty boring, the lessons. I fall asleep and can hardly remember what was taught.(which is stupid.)
PLUS I don't like the teacher.
File check: didn't get a lot of stuff.
Teacher is blur, but so am I.
Sad.
GG already. For file check.
I'm not in the mood to write anything, so bye.
PLUS I don't like the teacher.
File check: didn't get a lot of stuff.
Teacher is blur, but so am I.
Sad.
GG already. For file check.
I'm not in the mood to write anything, so bye.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Today is a Monday.
I have a lot of homework.
Nice being an estate manager when Ronald Yu is slacking off somewhere.
SLACKER.
I did it. English and Geography.
Geography was the most fun lesson today.
I spent most of the period standing up because I didn't bring my workbook.
It's pretty pointless, from my point of view, to punish a student for not bringing stuff that's not going to be used in the end anyway.
But it was funny. I wasn't really paying attention to her. She must have been complaining about how miserable her life is when I decided to say, "So am I."
It was like, what, random?
Then she tell me don't be rude.
Funny.
Sectionals sucked.
I don't know what to write about.
Bye.
Nice being an estate manager when Ronald Yu is slacking off somewhere.
SLACKER.
I did it. English and Geography.
Geography was the most fun lesson today.
I spent most of the period standing up because I didn't bring my workbook.
It's pretty pointless, from my point of view, to punish a student for not bringing stuff that's not going to be used in the end anyway.
But it was funny. I wasn't really paying attention to her. She must have been complaining about how miserable her life is when I decided to say, "So am I."
It was like, what, random?
Then she tell me don't be rude.
Funny.
Sectionals sucked.
I don't know what to write about.
Bye.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Update.
Dear Diary,
I did a lot yesterday and today.
Saturday was not any Saturday. Which, well, was pretty amazing.
Most Saturdays would be spent slacking at home.
Today I went for music lesson and was dazed by the score of RIVER FLOWS IN YOUR (heart). (It's by Yiruma, by the way.) Remembering that JinSheng would be opening the band room at 11:00am and leaving at 12:30pm, I went to school at 11:10am and reached there at 12+. (Well, what did you expect? I was travelling from Tiong Bahru, hello...) I can't play piano at all. I don't know why, but somehow my right and left hands just wouldn't work together. So anyway, I saw Gerald, Mok Cheong and Wee Kiat in the band room and Jin Sheng playing a eupho, and went for my cornet. (I prefer cornet. After all, a trumpet's just so long.) Then I turned, walked one step, and promptly treaded into a puddle of water on the floor.
Actually, it's not saliva, but condensed water vapour. Still, it's disgusting. One of the valves of Gerald's horn was stuck and stiff and wouldn't move. Anyway, I went ahead and warmed up. I sucked at first. But I played C, D, E, F, G, A and B major scales after low chromatics and reached top C. Hell YEAH! Then I went to the "Chinese Corner" outside and play to top D! Hahah! And got chased away by the Student Councillors who were painting stuff.
So I marvelled at my zai'ness and played until I got tired. So I kept it and went into the bandstore. I drew on my foolscap paper. The picture is so cool. I don't see why Bryan Nicholas thinks it's evil. He just has weird ulqorria eyes, bat wings, a pointed tail, chest muscles and a six-pack, that's all. I stared at it for a while, then highlighted it with a red pen and took a photo. Lazy to upload. But nobody reads this anyway, so upload for what.
Then I went out to see the SCs painting. Jun Yuan, Nikkson, and Marcus were there. Then Shoki came. And after that I took out my cornet again!
I didn't play long before Jun Yao came (to play his clarinet or study, I don't know). Then I felt tired suddenly and kept my cornet again. Then saw the SCs "resting". YAH. So? I saw KitChong and Joel (Chien). Oh yes, Joel (Tan) came to return a trumpet sometime ago and I forgot to tell Xian Zhe. What a coincidence. Then I lent Jun Yuan Ms Choi's scores. (Ms Choi is my music teacher.) So he had a tough time just staring at it. He gave up after a while and make me play song. So I played an emo one (Which is about the only one I know, it's damn easy) and walked off. Later he gave me some of his coffee ice blend, so nice! I saw Guan Jie later on and a long time before that Abraham wearing what looked like NCC Land uniform, which he says it's an NCC Air uniform. Okay, I give. At least he knows more about uniforms than I do.
I didn't know Shoki uses a Mac.
After a while he chiong'ed home to get some screws, apparently because he wants to repair that screwed band room door. So I waited for him.
Wait. Wait. Wait.
So he came back and one of the SCs came to help with the door.
I got bored and went to play with the sledge. HAHA! SO FUN!
Yah. So...how arh? I have a lot, A LOT of things to do.
Fix the dooor. Fix. Fix. Fix. Then Shoki suddenly realised he needed a drill, so he
chiong'ed home for it. At 3+ I went to buy lunch and ate in school while Jun Yao passed by and while he gave me the same look as the time when I wore pajamas to school. At 5+ the gate was closing and the SCs' banner wouldn't dry. So how? Hah...I don't want to give the details...
It was only when I reached home that I remembered...
So, I went to swim. Saw David (Lee). Then saw Jonathan (Lim), Joel (Lim), and basically all my maternal-side cousins. Ate dinner and spent the rest of the time reading Naruto Shippuden manga. Then I went to sleep.
Nothing much happened today. Woke up at 11:10am. Breakfast, skyped my brother and then my sister popped by for lunch (Andy JieFu was on reservist). Then my sister told me failing a subject in Sec3 is normal, so don't kill yourself. Then Uncle ChongLeng, Zhi Yu and David came. David would be sharing room with me, by the way. RJ is nearer to my place than his.
Went for English after Chinese. Felt really disorientated by the change of subject so I was a bit moody. Then somehow the subject of "short" came up and it didn't make me feel any better.
Debate today. Somehow I found a foolscap cover on my hand. (I was sitting between ZhengXun and Dennis and opposite to Andrew and Claudia.) Then somehow I got pissed and flicked it to Andrew. But it hit Claudia instead! Ohmygosh sorry Claudia! I meant to hit Andrew.
Argh. Screwed up debate. Then go home. Nothing to do, so went to sleep.
I did a lot yesterday and today.
Saturday was not any Saturday. Which, well, was pretty amazing.
Most Saturdays would be spent slacking at home.
Today I went for music lesson and was dazed by the score of RIVER FLOWS IN YOUR (heart). (It's by Yiruma, by the way.) Remembering that JinSheng would be opening the band room at 11:00am and leaving at 12:30pm, I went to school at 11:10am and reached there at 12+. (Well, what did you expect? I was travelling from Tiong Bahru, hello...) I can't play piano at all. I don't know why, but somehow my right and left hands just wouldn't work together. So anyway, I saw Gerald, Mok Cheong and Wee Kiat in the band room and Jin Sheng playing a eupho, and went for my cornet. (I prefer cornet. After all, a trumpet's just so long.) Then I turned, walked one step, and promptly treaded into a puddle of water on the floor.
Actually, it's not saliva, but condensed water vapour. Still, it's disgusting. One of the valves of Gerald's horn was stuck and stiff and wouldn't move. Anyway, I went ahead and warmed up. I sucked at first. But I played C, D, E, F, G, A and B major scales after low chromatics and reached top C. Hell YEAH! Then I went to the "Chinese Corner" outside and play to top D! Hahah! And got chased away by the Student Councillors who were painting stuff.
So I marvelled at my zai'ness and played until I got tired. So I kept it and went into the bandstore. I drew on my foolscap paper. The picture is so cool. I don't see why Bryan Nicholas thinks it's evil. He just has weird ulqorria eyes, bat wings, a pointed tail, chest muscles and a six-pack, that's all. I stared at it for a while, then highlighted it with a red pen and took a photo. Lazy to upload. But nobody reads this anyway, so upload for what.
Then I went out to see the SCs painting. Jun Yuan, Nikkson, and Marcus were there. Then Shoki came. And after that I took out my cornet again!
I didn't play long before Jun Yao came (to play his clarinet or study, I don't know). Then I felt tired suddenly and kept my cornet again. Then saw the SCs "resting". YAH. So? I saw KitChong and Joel (Chien). Oh yes, Joel (Tan) came to return a trumpet sometime ago and I forgot to tell Xian Zhe. What a coincidence. Then I lent Jun Yuan Ms Choi's scores. (Ms Choi is my music teacher.) So he had a tough time just staring at it. He gave up after a while and make me play song. So I played an emo one (Which is about the only one I know, it's damn easy) and walked off. Later he gave me some of his coffee ice blend, so nice! I saw Guan Jie later on and a long time before that Abraham wearing what looked like NCC Land uniform, which he says it's an NCC Air uniform. Okay, I give. At least he knows more about uniforms than I do.
I didn't know Shoki uses a Mac.
After a while he chiong'ed home to get some screws, apparently because he wants to repair that screwed band room door. So I waited for him.
Wait. Wait. Wait.
So he came back and one of the SCs came to help with the door.
I got bored and went to play with the sledge. HAHA! SO FUN!
Yah. So...how arh? I have a lot, A LOT of things to do.
Fix the dooor. Fix. Fix. Fix. Then Shoki suddenly realised he needed a drill, so he
chiong'ed home for it. At 3+ I went to buy lunch and ate in school while Jun Yao passed by and while he gave me the same look as the time when I wore pajamas to school. At 5+ the gate was closing and the SCs' banner wouldn't dry. So how? Hah...I don't want to give the details...
It was only when I reached home that I remembered...
So, I went to swim. Saw David (Lee). Then saw Jonathan (Lim), Joel (Lim), and basically all my maternal-side cousins. Ate dinner and spent the rest of the time reading Naruto Shippuden manga. Then I went to sleep.
Nothing much happened today. Woke up at 11:10am. Breakfast, skyped my brother and then my sister popped by for lunch (Andy JieFu was on reservist). Then my sister told me failing a subject in Sec3 is normal, so don't kill yourself. Then Uncle ChongLeng, Zhi Yu and David came. David would be sharing room with me, by the way. RJ is nearer to my place than his.
Went for English after Chinese. Felt really disorientated by the change of subject so I was a bit moody. Then somehow the subject of "short" came up and it didn't make me feel any better.
Debate today. Somehow I found a foolscap cover on my hand. (I was sitting between ZhengXun and Dennis and opposite to Andrew and Claudia.) Then somehow I got pissed and flicked it to Andrew. But it hit Claudia instead! Ohmygosh sorry Claudia! I meant to hit Andrew.
Argh. Screwed up debate. Then go home. Nothing to do, so went to sleep.
Friday, May 15, 2009
I am 64%! Asian.
[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama (neutral)
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x]You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea
X's so far: 6
[x] You style your hair.
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama (neutral)
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x]You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea
X's so far: 6
[x] You style your hair.
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge
X's so far: 14
[x] You own an asian car - Honda, Toyota, etc
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games
X's so far: 20
[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[x] You have karaoke at home
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't
X's so far: 26
[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[ ] You like Soccer.
X's so far: 29
[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] you like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies
X's so far: 32
[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[ ] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"
Total X's: 33
Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!
...
[x] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge
X's so far: 14
[x] You own an asian car - Honda, Toyota, etc
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games
X's so far: 20
[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[x] You have karaoke at home
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't
X's so far: 26
[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[ ] You like Soccer.
X's so far: 29
[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] you like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies
X's so far: 32
[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[ ] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"
Total X's: 33
Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!
...
Screwed Grades
Dear Diary,
I FEEL VERY PISSED TODAY.
I don't know why, I'm just like that.
You know, it's quite frustrating.
'cause I failed BIO.
YES. I FAILED BIO.
With a pathetic 44.5/100 .
I feel very sad about this and damn frustrated.
To the point that I feel ready to take my own life.
I managed to pass Geog with a 27/50.
But I think I'll still get a fail grade as an overall, because I screwed up the class test of 30% with a damn 2/15.
LAUGH!
I chiong'ed the 100-mark assignment and the flood project.
So, in the end what happen? Die lor. Still got what.
Social Studies was damn boring. I was fighting the ZZ MONSTER the whole time while them teachers were going through the paper. How am I supposed to catch a thing while engaged in battle with such a beastly beast? (By the way, I'll pass my Combined Humanities.)
Still, I can't help feeling bad for myself.
I mean, look at it. 10 pro shits from the whole level got A1/A2 for the stupid subject.
And Mr Goh said-what?-a %age of people passed. Even Wei Hao got a 50.
I took the BIO/CHEM combination because I hate physics (physucks).
But I don't like any of the sciences.
And when they gave out that answer sheet/marking scheme, I felt damn retarded! It felt like I was being ridiculed by the paper itself. ALL my answers were CRAP!
And the worst insult is, Mitchell failed as badly as I did.
I didn't see the point in trying to haggle for marks because, it would be a waste of time. It's just a glaring truth I'd just have to learn to accept.
Anyway, just getting the paper cost me my appetite. So I went straight to the band room. By the end of the Sec3 meeting, I was cheered up quite a lot, mainly due to Joel (Hong) and his cold jokes. Thanks Joel! I forgive you for making me choke on my saliva during Thursday's 2 rounds!
I wasn't holding some big post, just estate manager (with Ronald Yu.) We have a lot to do I guess...
I had to face my parents in the end, so I told them straight.
I expected a beating and then screaming, but all they did was scold. It was damn demoralising. And the worst thing is, they said that the SYF practices were to blame. Because of their previous experience with my brother. From NCC Land. He was quite enthu but he ended up hellish results.
They want me to start mugging from today on like there's some big examination coming SO soon.
But here I am, anyway.
I don't know what else there is got to say, but I shall say this:
I will post as long as I've got the time to do so, and
if there's anything interesting or will change my life.
Lok Lam's abbrievation for Loss Of Lives is damn funny. LOL.
I FEEL VERY PISSED TODAY.
I don't know why, I'm just like that.
You know, it's quite frustrating.
'cause I failed BIO.
YES. I FAILED BIO.
With a pathetic 44.5/100 .
I feel very sad about this and damn frustrated.
To the point that I feel ready to take my own life.
I managed to pass Geog with a 27/50.
But I think I'll still get a fail grade as an overall, because I screwed up the class test of 30% with a damn 2/15.
LAUGH!
I chiong'ed the 100-mark assignment and the flood project.
So, in the end what happen? Die lor. Still got what.
Social Studies was damn boring. I was fighting the ZZ MONSTER the whole time while them teachers were going through the paper. How am I supposed to catch a thing while engaged in battle with such a beastly beast? (By the way, I'll pass my Combined Humanities.)
Still, I can't help feeling bad for myself.
I mean, look at it. 10 pro shits from the whole level got A1/A2 for the stupid subject.
And Mr Goh said-what?-a %age of people passed. Even Wei Hao got a 50.
I took the BIO/CHEM combination because I hate physics (physucks).
But I don't like any of the sciences.
And when they gave out that answer sheet/marking scheme, I felt damn retarded! It felt like I was being ridiculed by the paper itself. ALL my answers were CRAP!
And the worst insult is, Mitchell failed as badly as I did.
I didn't see the point in trying to haggle for marks because, it would be a waste of time. It's just a glaring truth I'd just have to learn to accept.
Anyway, just getting the paper cost me my appetite. So I went straight to the band room. By the end of the Sec3 meeting, I was cheered up quite a lot, mainly due to Joel (Hong) and his cold jokes. Thanks Joel! I forgive you for making me choke on my saliva during Thursday's 2 rounds!
I wasn't holding some big post, just estate manager (with Ronald Yu.) We have a lot to do I guess...
I had to face my parents in the end, so I told them straight.
I expected a beating and then screaming, but all they did was scold. It was damn demoralising. And the worst thing is, they said that the SYF practices were to blame. Because of their previous experience with my brother. From NCC Land. He was quite enthu but he ended up hellish results.
They want me to start mugging from today on like there's some big examination coming SO soon.
But here I am, anyway.
I don't know what else there is got to say, but I shall say this:
I will post as long as I've got the time to do so, and
if there's anything interesting or will change my life.
Lok Lam's abbrievation for Loss Of Lives is damn funny. LOL.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
SCRIPT CHECK...
Dear Diary,
Today was script check for Chemistry and A-maths.
Damn you Wei Min. In hall of fame for chem.
Damn you Ronald. Full marks for A-maths.
Wasted those 8 marks on pointless mistakes which should not be there at all!
Wish I used that *SHIT!* time checking my paper THOROUGHLY instead of flipping through then writing calculator model(s) on the papers!
And then worrying my head off for that stupid bloodthirsty meathead of a question because I could not see that stupid stupid (exponent)x! Bloody sonuva - !!!!
By the way, those 8 marks would have given me 100%! DAMN!
Anyway, Chemistry was better than I expected. Managed to bargain 4.5 marks out! Now pending approval, I will know if I got a DISTINCTION (not A1!) [or not :( ] for the subject!
Hey, I beat Wei Hao in Lit!
And in paper 1 of English. I did not expect such an unexpected mark! I wrote the narrative on "Heart" and I thought I would not do so well for this time round! HAH! Narrative rocks!
Not bad results today, but I must say it could have been better.
Band pract was...yah, band pract.
I will say this now:
I am not SL.
SO? Xian Zhe was the SL for so long, like I have a chance. Plus, as much as I hate to admit it, Xian Zhe is much, much, MUCH better than me. But Mitchell is SL so I felt a little...yah. Sorry Mitch, been insulting you last 2 posts...hope you don't see this. He came for band today, which is...
Today was script check for Chemistry and A-maths.
Damn you Wei Min. In hall of fame for chem.
Damn you Ronald. Full marks for A-maths.
Wasted those 8 marks on pointless mistakes which should not be there at all!
Wish I used that *SHIT!* time checking my paper THOROUGHLY instead of flipping through then writing calculator model(s) on the papers!
And then worrying my head off for that stupid bloodthirsty meathead of a question because I could not see that stupid stupid (exponent)x! Bloody sonuva - !!!!
By the way, those 8 marks would have given me 100%! DAMN!
Anyway, Chemistry was better than I expected. Managed to bargain 4.5 marks out! Now pending approval, I will know if I got a DISTINCTION (not A1!) [or not :( ] for the subject!
Hey, I beat Wei Hao in Lit!
And in paper 1 of English. I did not expect such an unexpected mark! I wrote the narrative on "Heart" and I thought I would not do so well for this time round! HAH! Narrative rocks!
Not bad results today, but I must say it could have been better.
Band pract was...yah, band pract.
I will say this now:
I am not SL.
SO? Xian Zhe was the SL for so long, like I have a chance. Plus, as much as I hate to admit it, Xian Zhe is much, much, MUCH better than me. But Mitchell is SL so I felt a little...yah. Sorry Mitch, been insulting you last 2 posts...hope you don't see this. He came for band today, which is...
SUGOII!
Problem was, he vanished, rematerialised with Paul (his junior) and than disappeared right after that, did not see him all the way up till...um, tomorrow I guess.
To me, I reek of stupidity and impudence.
I think my drills were okay today, though I forgot how to do them. But I felt tired, so my pumping and running went a bit funny today. The guy with the white smoke chased the sec 3 squad through the whole session LOL. Tzung Ern/Xian Zhe keluar-baris'ed how many times before we settled on the track. First time run run run so much during fall in session (not PT yet, then. It was supposed to prepare us for POP.)
I felt like an evil kid though. I don't know why.
...............HAHA!
To me, I reek of stupidity and impudence.
I think my drills were okay today, though I forgot how to do them. But I felt tired, so my pumping and running went a bit funny today. The guy with the white smoke chased the sec 3 squad through the whole session LOL. Tzung Ern/Xian Zhe keluar-baris'ed how many times before we settled on the track. First time run run run so much during fall in session (not PT yet, then. It was supposed to prepare us for POP.)
I felt like an evil kid though. I don't know why.
...............HAHA!
Still, I can't help feeling frightened for tomorrow's script check.
BIO, GEOG & SS.
I don't want Nafizath to call my parents.
As the saying goes, people start failing subjects at sec 3.
However I failed Physics at Sec 2.
Hated the subject.
I'M STILL FRIGHTENED.
However, frightened as I am, I must have the COURAGE in me, acknowledging the GRAVITY of the situation, and finally brace myself to FACE THE MUSIC.
That's my way of the ninja.
BIO, GEOG & SS.
I don't want Nafizath to call my parents.
As the saying goes, people start failing subjects at sec 3.
However I failed Physics at Sec 2.
Hated the subject.
I'M STILL FRIGHTENED.
However, frightened as I am, I must have the COURAGE in me, acknowledging the GRAVITY of the situation, and finally brace myself to FACE THE MUSIC.
That's my way of the ninja.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Script check again!
Dear Diary,
I lost 6 marks for nothing on E-maths paper.
Eugene still owes me $1.50 for a pencil.
Skipped physics script. Went to play Pet Society/Frost Bite 2/Raft Wars in the library. Yah duh I don't take the subject...
I lost
-------------6 marks!-------------
For nothing.
Those:-
-Beautiful priceless miraculous sweet ultra funky fantastic dramatic romantic sadistic erotic exotic athletic perfect stylish dangerous psychedelic valuable economical continental incredible unbelievable guillotine shining holy wonderful pretty super magnum sexy sexy glamorous lovely cutie fanatic aquatic dynamic domestic flawless glimmering glittering glistening perilous stunning stupefying sacred divine tera god-like dominant great eminent outstanding thunderstriking flabbergasting shell-shocking greatly respected heavenly glowing icy burning hot silky desired muscular extravagant massive flashy striking colourful elaborate flaming flamboyant royal majestic extraordinary cream of the crop exorbitant weighty mathematical bright pure unadulterated pristine gentle warm blissful paralysing commendable valourous compassionate joyful rapidly whirling sizeable enchanting imposing imperious ominous dark violent immense glaring impeccable torrential flooding unfazed indefatigable burgeoning escalating powerful forceful assertive inundating agile nimble noble vice-like formidable forbidding vivacious affluent influential commanding unnerving disconcerting mirthful jubilant amazing spectacular genius talented perservering perverted frolicsome playful intimidating candid frank mesmerising fascinating profound deep complicated sophiscated indestructible enigmatic superb top-notch labyrithine courtly baffling tranquil austere picturesque charming hallowed regal breathtaking paranomic grand infallible deft adroit graceful acclaimed sublime surreal beguiling golden rich unique dreamlike captivating therapeutic unreal unfliching unfaltering sheer vibrant lively twinkling rustic carefree unearthly full-blown radiant merry withstanding tremendous delightful lavish loaded sleek fiery ingenious brilliant indecipherable inconceivable puissant remarkable kaleidoscopic lucrative piquant coveted heady euphoric exhilarating phenomenal prized earthshattering momenttous grandiose intoxicating major blockbuster handsome stoic impassive vertiginous dizzying bewildering gleaming-
6 marks.
Frittered. Gone. Squandered. Wasted away before my very eyes.
And all I could do was stop and stare at my paper, which suddenly seemed small and insignificant.
It cost me a grade, if not 2.
Stupid mistakes, all of them were.
It resulted in a 27/40 for paper 1 and 43/60 for the other.
Which is a 69.25 (50-50) or a 70 (40-60)
Pwned flat by Xian Zhe, Lok Lam and many of my friends.
And the worst insult is, Mitchell scored 43/60 for paper 2.
(Quoted the first part of the sentence from Lok Lam.)
In one earthshattering, momentous moment...
The glaring truth bares itself plainly to me...
And I drank it in like bitter medicine.
But I have to perservere. I just have to.
For the worst has yet to come.
It's scary, but I must face it.
Put on a brave front and face the mellifluous melodic musical music.
I don't want Nafizath to call my parents.
I lost 6 marks for nothing on E-maths paper.
Eugene still owes me $1.50 for a pencil.
Skipped physics script. Went to play Pet Society/Frost Bite 2/Raft Wars in the library. Yah duh I don't take the subject...
I lost
-------------6 marks!-------------
For nothing.
Those:-
-Beautiful priceless miraculous sweet ultra funky fantastic dramatic romantic sadistic erotic exotic athletic perfect stylish dangerous psychedelic valuable economical continental incredible unbelievable guillotine shining holy wonderful pretty super magnum sexy sexy glamorous lovely cutie fanatic aquatic dynamic domestic flawless glimmering glittering glistening perilous stunning stupefying sacred divine tera god-like dominant great eminent outstanding thunderstriking flabbergasting shell-shocking greatly respected heavenly glowing icy burning hot silky desired muscular extravagant massive flashy striking colourful elaborate flaming flamboyant royal majestic extraordinary cream of the crop exorbitant weighty mathematical bright pure unadulterated pristine gentle warm blissful paralysing commendable valourous compassionate joyful rapidly whirling sizeable enchanting imposing imperious ominous dark violent immense glaring impeccable torrential flooding unfazed indefatigable burgeoning escalating powerful forceful assertive inundating agile nimble noble vice-like formidable forbidding vivacious affluent influential commanding unnerving disconcerting mirthful jubilant amazing spectacular genius talented perservering perverted frolicsome playful intimidating candid frank mesmerising fascinating profound deep complicated sophiscated indestructible enigmatic superb top-notch labyrithine courtly baffling tranquil austere picturesque charming hallowed regal breathtaking paranomic grand infallible deft adroit graceful acclaimed sublime surreal beguiling golden rich unique dreamlike captivating therapeutic unreal unfliching unfaltering sheer vibrant lively twinkling rustic carefree unearthly full-blown radiant merry withstanding tremendous delightful lavish loaded sleek fiery ingenious brilliant indecipherable inconceivable puissant remarkable kaleidoscopic lucrative piquant coveted heady euphoric exhilarating phenomenal prized earthshattering momenttous grandiose intoxicating major blockbuster handsome stoic impassive vertiginous dizzying bewildering gleaming-
6 marks.
Frittered. Gone. Squandered. Wasted away before my very eyes.
And all I could do was stop and stare at my paper, which suddenly seemed small and insignificant.
It cost me a grade, if not 2.
Stupid mistakes, all of them were.
It resulted in a 27/40 for paper 1 and 43/60 for the other.
Which is a 69.25 (50-50) or a 70 (40-60)
Pwned flat by Xian Zhe, Lok Lam and many of my friends.
And the worst insult is, Mitchell scored 43/60 for paper 2.
(Quoted the first part of the sentence from Lok Lam.)
In one earthshattering, momentous moment...
The glaring truth bares itself plainly to me...
And I drank it in like bitter medicine.
But I have to perservere. I just have to.
For the worst has yet to come.
It's scary, but I must face it.
Put on a brave front and face the mellifluous melodic musical music.
I don't want Nafizath to call my parents.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Script check!
Dear Diary.
Script check today.
My English result pwn Guan Jie lol. Never expected that.
But Bryan Nicholas own me by 5.5 marks.
And damn Xian Zhe la. Pro shit.
Chinese Paper 1 own me by 44-35=9 marks
sian.
Today Lok Lam taught Bryan Nicholas how to keep a blog.
Bye.
Script check today.
My English result pwn Guan Jie lol. Never expected that.
But Bryan Nicholas own me by 5.5 marks.
And damn Xian Zhe la. Pro shit.
Chinese Paper 1 own me by 44-35=9 marks
sian.
Today Lok Lam taught Bryan Nicholas how to keep a blog.
Bye.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
The perfect weekend.
Dear Diary,
I WANT MY ROOM BACK!
I did a lot of stuff on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday-Monday.
FRIDAY: Took the crazy Bio paper. Then wasted 4.5 hours eating lunch and doing stupid stuff. Then had band pract from 2:30 to 6. Sectionals. Damn sian. Xian Zhe ask me and Ezbon to go away lah. So we Golden Jubilee'd till 4, then Ezbon tired lah. (Can understand, 1st Trumpet leh! I died after trying to play that whole part in one go...) I not tired, my part so slack! 2nd Cornet HAHAH! So low! Then Xian Zhe sms me to go back now but somehow my phone was on the floor. So when Tzung Ern and Shoki came to tell us the band fall in liao we LOL'ed and I picked up all my stuff without checking my phone. Then I saw Xian Zhe writing stuff in the band room and I ask him WHY NEVER TELL US? He said HUH so I go keep my instrument and stuff my watch, wallet and handphone inside the case also. Then I fall in with Ezbon and screwup a bit. Then played basketball. Play, slack, then slack some more. Then go home. My Dad offered to fetch me so I agreed. I shouldn't have. My Dad fetch my Mum after fetching me from KALLANG, and the damn traffic was damn heavy lah. Then Jonathan went missing because his phone out of battery. So spent some time calling his Mom on the way home at around 7:30, and his Mom was friggin' pissed so I felt sorry for him. I actually had the heart to feel anxious for my dear cousin and leave dinner till 8+. So went to RI to look for him. But cannot find him. On the way back I suggested why not call his house. So call lah. Then JOEL LIM picked up the phone and tell us Jonathan come back le. I went DIAO. Wasted so much time, so MESSY!, and left me starving. Joel, YOU'RE TOO MUCH! At least give a call when he come home lah! So after coming home I spent some time slacking around and then sleep.
SATURDAY: I woke up at 5am that morning because I couldn't sleep with a thunderstorm so NOISY! And bright flashes of light(ning) was so annoying! My Mom confiscated my computer at 11:30 pm yesterday, so I grabbed the computer and went to my room and watched Bleach. Then read the manga. Then had breakfast at 9. Then rushed to music at 9+. My Mom overslept after she promised to return me my ipod which was with her for 0.5 years and insisted I sit through breakfast with her. But I got 2 new albums and she say ok I let you Autofill but my appointment in JURONG starts at 10. So halfway through she tell me go for music now so I left with them leaving my computer to run on battery (for 2 hours). My parents dropped me off at J8. So I took MRT to Tiong Bahru. Damn tired because of the thunderstorm. So after that I took MRT back to Toa Payoh and took 73 from there. Faster. And a lot of my friends live in Toa Payoh so there's always the chance of bumping into them. But I met nobody there, not even Miss Khoo (I saw her before the exams). So my computer ran out of battery. I had to pack my WHOLE OMG -SO-MESSY room (including my Pokemon cards which were scattered all over the place because a guest was coming to stay the next day). Took one whole afternoon trying to sort my stuff, from 3-6. By the way, I have not removed the decorations I put up in the built-in toilet. Then Zhi En brought her friends over and hogged the BBQ pit. I slacked all the way through but I didn't eat much. In fact, I felt hungry when I went to bed. So I chatted with her friends because I had nothing better to do. I told them I didn't like fruits starting with L. That's right, it's you Lok Lam. Or maybe it's you Levine. So it was lychee, lime, lemon and longan. Yup. And I don't like mango but I like mangosteen (and mango pudding). So I talked from 8-9+ (beat that Quintus) then I went to laugh at my triple-science cousin who have A-maths and Bio on Tuesday. So I crapped around about Bio and went to my room to watch Dick Lee and Hossan Leong. Then I Pet Society'ed till 11:30 then slept.
SUNDAY: Woke up at 10+. So I went to eat stuff. Then my parents told me we were going to lunch for Mom's day. Happy Mom's day Mom. Then I eat eat eat. Ya. My shirt a bit small and my pants a bit short so my Mom didn't like. But anyway, went for tuition even though Mrs Tan told me to cancel my lessons haha...then passed the toilet and remembered the THING THAT FELL last week! Omg I felt so sorry! Just jumped and IT fell! Dennis asked me to jump, then...! PEIQI! Try not to say anything about it PLEASE! I kind of feel so GUILTY! It was a LOL then! Yah, but anyways after tuition I went home and watched Charlie&The Chocalate Factory then slack until 10. Haha! Then slack a bit then pajama'ed Pet Society and spam races. I learnt one thing! NEVER to use Firefox to play Pet Society on my computer! Lag like anything! But I'm using Firefox now anyway. Then same, my Mom confiscated my computer but she didn't take my handphone and ipod. So I listened to songs (now in my Grandma's room) until Grandma caught me. SHE WAS DAMN ANNOYING! Of course, I caved in in the end. I don't want any trouble but she made a hell lot of noise. I was emoing and remembering all the sad parts of my miserable life (Fort Minor). Then she made her noise and OMG how I wanted, how I desired the quiet, the cool darkness, the sweet privacy of my room! Grandma slept with a night light, a noisy fan (albeit on a big bed). And it was so HOT at my side! WARGH! I took my ipod to try and forget about it, but DAMN THE MOSQUITOES! The mosquito-infested part of the room (RIGHT BESIDE THE TOILET) was damn annoying! But the guest took MY room! ARGH! IWANT MY ROOM BACK! I'm going to ask for RENT!
MONDAY:Today's a school holiday. SO WHAT? My Dad wants me to do maths on AceLearning because I confessed my screwedup Emaths paper! HELLO! It's a post-exam holiday! What's this for, damnit! WHAT THE FRIGGIN HELL IS THIS? (In fact, I'm supposed to do maths now, but here I am blogging.) I want to punch something! Actually I've punched a lot of walls this morning. BUT I STILL FEEL FRUSTRATED! WHY SO HARDCORE? TELL ME WHY!
WHY? WHY? WHY...?!
Damn annoyed and angry and frustrated now. Is this teenage angst? I wonder.
Mercy, please.
I WANT MY ROOM BACK!
I did a lot of stuff on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday-Monday.
FRIDAY: Took the crazy Bio paper. Then wasted 4.5 hours eating lunch and doing stupid stuff. Then had band pract from 2:30 to 6. Sectionals. Damn sian. Xian Zhe ask me and Ezbon to go away lah. So we Golden Jubilee'd till 4, then Ezbon tired lah. (Can understand, 1st Trumpet leh! I died after trying to play that whole part in one go...) I not tired, my part so slack! 2nd Cornet HAHAH! So low! Then Xian Zhe sms me to go back now but somehow my phone was on the floor. So when Tzung Ern and Shoki came to tell us the band fall in liao we LOL'ed and I picked up all my stuff without checking my phone. Then I saw Xian Zhe writing stuff in the band room and I ask him WHY NEVER TELL US? He said HUH so I go keep my instrument and stuff my watch, wallet and handphone inside the case also. Then I fall in with Ezbon and screwup a bit. Then played basketball. Play, slack, then slack some more. Then go home. My Dad offered to fetch me so I agreed. I shouldn't have. My Dad fetch my Mum after fetching me from KALLANG, and the damn traffic was damn heavy lah. Then Jonathan went missing because his phone out of battery. So spent some time calling his Mom on the way home at around 7:30, and his Mom was friggin' pissed so I felt sorry for him. I actually had the heart to feel anxious for my dear cousin and leave dinner till 8+. So went to RI to look for him. But cannot find him. On the way back I suggested why not call his house. So call lah. Then JOEL LIM picked up the phone and tell us Jonathan come back le. I went DIAO. Wasted so much time, so MESSY!, and left me starving. Joel, YOU'RE TOO MUCH! At least give a call when he come home lah! So after coming home I spent some time slacking around and then sleep.
SATURDAY: I woke up at 5am that morning because I couldn't sleep with a thunderstorm so NOISY! And bright flashes of light(ning) was so annoying! My Mom confiscated my computer at 11:30 pm yesterday, so I grabbed the computer and went to my room and watched Bleach. Then read the manga. Then had breakfast at 9. Then rushed to music at 9+. My Mom overslept after she promised to return me my ipod which was with her for 0.5 years and insisted I sit through breakfast with her. But I got 2 new albums and she say ok I let you Autofill but my appointment in JURONG starts at 10. So halfway through she tell me go for music now so I left with them leaving my computer to run on battery (for 2 hours). My parents dropped me off at J8. So I took MRT to Tiong Bahru. Damn tired because of the thunderstorm. So after that I took MRT back to Toa Payoh and took 73 from there. Faster. And a lot of my friends live in Toa Payoh so there's always the chance of bumping into them. But I met nobody there, not even Miss Khoo (I saw her before the exams). So my computer ran out of battery. I had to pack my WHOLE OMG -SO-MESSY room (including my Pokemon cards which were scattered all over the place because a guest was coming to stay the next day). Took one whole afternoon trying to sort my stuff, from 3-6. By the way, I have not removed the decorations I put up in the built-in toilet. Then Zhi En brought her friends over and hogged the BBQ pit. I slacked all the way through but I didn't eat much. In fact, I felt hungry when I went to bed. So I chatted with her friends because I had nothing better to do. I told them I didn't like fruits starting with L. That's right, it's you Lok Lam. Or maybe it's you Levine. So it was lychee, lime, lemon and longan. Yup. And I don't like mango but I like mangosteen (and mango pudding). So I talked from 8-9+ (beat that Quintus) then I went to laugh at my triple-science cousin who have A-maths and Bio on Tuesday. So I crapped around about Bio and went to my room to watch Dick Lee and Hossan Leong. Then I Pet Society'ed till 11:30 then slept.
SUNDAY: Woke up at 10+. So I went to eat stuff. Then my parents told me we were going to lunch for Mom's day. Happy Mom's day Mom. Then I eat eat eat. Ya. My shirt a bit small and my pants a bit short so my Mom didn't like. But anyway, went for tuition even though Mrs Tan told me to cancel my lessons haha...then passed the toilet and remembered the THING THAT FELL last week! Omg I felt so sorry! Just jumped and IT fell! Dennis asked me to jump, then...! PEIQI! Try not to say anything about it PLEASE! I kind of feel so GUILTY! It was a LOL then! Yah, but anyways after tuition I went home and watched Charlie&The Chocalate Factory then slack until 10. Haha! Then slack a bit then pajama'ed Pet Society and spam races. I learnt one thing! NEVER to use Firefox to play Pet Society on my computer! Lag like anything! But I'm using Firefox now anyway. Then same, my Mom confiscated my computer but she didn't take my handphone and ipod. So I listened to songs (now in my Grandma's room) until Grandma caught me. SHE WAS DAMN ANNOYING! Of course, I caved in in the end. I don't want any trouble but she made a hell lot of noise. I was emoing and remembering all the sad parts of my miserable life (Fort Minor). Then she made her noise and OMG how I wanted, how I desired the quiet, the cool darkness, the sweet privacy of my room! Grandma slept with a night light, a noisy fan (albeit on a big bed). And it was so HOT at my side! WARGH! I took my ipod to try and forget about it, but DAMN THE MOSQUITOES! The mosquito-infested part of the room (RIGHT BESIDE THE TOILET) was damn annoying! But the guest took MY room! ARGH! IWANT MY ROOM BACK! I'm going to ask for RENT!
MONDAY:Today's a school holiday. SO WHAT? My Dad wants me to do maths on AceLearning because I confessed my screwedup Emaths paper! HELLO! It's a post-exam holiday! What's this for, damnit! WHAT THE FRIGGIN HELL IS THIS? (In fact, I'm supposed to do maths now, but here I am blogging.) I want to punch something! Actually I've punched a lot of walls this morning. BUT I STILL FEEL FRUSTRATED! WHY SO HARDCORE? TELL ME WHY!
WHY? WHY? WHY...?!
Damn annoyed and angry and frustrated now. Is this teenage angst? I wonder.
Mercy, please.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
THE END.
Dear Diary,
My Mid-Year Examination ends today.
...
*My Mid-Year Examination ended today.
...
I happy.
...
SHOW SOME ENTHUSIASM YOU LITTLE SHIT!
...
WOOHOOOOOOOOOO!
...
FREEDOM!
...
...Okay, that's 'bout enough I guess ;p
-I could not finish my OKONKWO/IKEMEFUNA/THINGS FALL APART essay.
-I wrote the one-word-question essay. EPIC FAIL.
...
Come on 2-2, let's show the awesomeness and imba-ness of Chen through this paper.
...
HELL YEAH!
...
-I screwed up my Geog. It's going to be a fug-pug-ugly grade!
...
OH NO!
...
Then I wrote okay crap for the HCL paper 1 the next day.
...
It was okay, I guess. Can pass la.
...
I went to Bishan Market with Dwayne, Daryl and Wei Hao. Saw Marcus there too.
...
Pon History exam! HAHA!
...
So while they were complaining about some Stalin guy, I didn't know what they were talking!
...
-Took the HCL paper 2 on Monday. Okay I think.
-Took SS paper. Stupid mural. Why did Bobby Sands have to die? Then we no need write about him.
Then on Tuesday we took the English paper 2.
...
Shit. My summary overshot. No time cancel stuff!
...
OH NO!
Daryl, Wei Hao, Lok Lam and me went to find our chem teacher la.
Mrs (Valerie) Chua.
So ya. We learnt lots of stuff during physics paper.
And Daryl was damn funny! HAHA!
Then he made (pretty much) an idiot of himself just because of Lit.
HAHA!
Gerald, Eugene and Yi Shen joined us too.
Then when Mrs (Anna) Tan passed by Yi Shen was FUNNY!
HAHA!
Later on (Mr) Tan Jit Hui caught me and Wei Hao playing scissors paper stone =.=
And he scolded us la.
OKAY LA! MY FAULT! I LIKE SCISSORS PAPER STONE CAN????!!!!!
So the next day, Chem paper OWNED.
The A-maths paper was okay I guess.
-Lit and E-maths on Thursday.
-I wrote a HELL LOT on unseen but maybe because of that I couldn't finish text-based.
WARGH!
E-maths was STUPID!
PREPARE TO FAIL PAPER 1 LA!
-At least paper 2 was more sensible la. But PAPER 1 is just WTF????
NOOO!
-Biology today.
-Bullshit paper.
-Cannot finish.
-I finished essay though.
-Damnit la.
-How did I while away the 4.5 hours before band pract?
-WASTE TIME LA!
-Lunch'ed with Shoki and Jin Sheng at Bishan Market.
-Then I went to buy Bubble Tea.
So I met Alvin and Dong Hong there. And some other guy I never see before.
We walk la.
Walk.
Walk.
'round the HDB block that came out on the other side and walk to J8.
Damn long leh. Walk about 45 minutes la.
Talk about going the long way.
...
I thought I might find Wei Hao and Yue Feng there.
But I didn't, so I went back to school and do a bit of yoga in the band room with Wei Hao.
Yue Feng sit in band store reading some stuff he shouldn't be reading ;p
Then I slacked away time there. 1 hour.
Then sectionals.
Then fall-in.
Missed most of it.
Xian Zhe la!
He informed me through sms la, but I didn't get it until 6+
I leave my phone and wallet together on the steps while Golden Jubileeing with Ezbon.
Then Tzung Ern tell us go back now.
...
We were told to go away :(
...
Okay, they falled in le.
Then ATTENDENCE TAKING! Lols Xianzhe damn funny la.
After finish he lag abit then say,
Ehh, who is Azz-Bon arh?
HAHA!
AIYOH!
Then play soccer&basketball then go back band room then gohome!
BYE!
My Mid-Year Examination ends today.
...
*My Mid-Year Examination ended today.
...
I happy.
...
SHOW SOME ENTHUSIASM YOU LITTLE SHIT!
...
WOOHOOOOOOOOOO!
...
FREEDOM!
...
...Okay, that's 'bout enough I guess ;p
-I could not finish my OKONKWO/IKEMEFUNA/THINGS FALL APART essay.
-I wrote the one-word-question essay. EPIC FAIL.
...
Come on 2-2, let's show the awesomeness and imba-ness of Chen through this paper.
...
HELL YEAH!
...
-I screwed up my Geog. It's going to be a fug-pug-ugly grade!
...
OH NO!
...
Then I wrote okay crap for the HCL paper 1 the next day.
...
It was okay, I guess. Can pass la.
...
I went to Bishan Market with Dwayne, Daryl and Wei Hao. Saw Marcus there too.
...
Pon History exam! HAHA!
...
So while they were complaining about some Stalin guy, I didn't know what they were talking!
...
-Took the HCL paper 2 on Monday. Okay I think.
-Took SS paper. Stupid mural. Why did Bobby Sands have to die? Then we no need write about him.
Then on Tuesday we took the English paper 2.
...
Shit. My summary overshot. No time cancel stuff!
...
OH NO!
Daryl, Wei Hao, Lok Lam and me went to find our chem teacher la.
Mrs (Valerie) Chua.
So ya. We learnt lots of stuff during physics paper.
And Daryl was damn funny! HAHA!
Then he made (pretty much) an idiot of himself just because of Lit.
HAHA!
Gerald, Eugene and Yi Shen joined us too.
Then when Mrs (Anna) Tan passed by Yi Shen was FUNNY!
HAHA!
Later on (Mr) Tan Jit Hui caught me and Wei Hao playing scissors paper stone =.=
And he scolded us la.
OKAY LA! MY FAULT! I LIKE SCISSORS PAPER STONE CAN????!!!!!
So the next day, Chem paper OWNED.
The A-maths paper was okay I guess.
-Lit and E-maths on Thursday.
-I wrote a HELL LOT on unseen but maybe because of that I couldn't finish text-based.
WARGH!
E-maths was STUPID!
PREPARE TO FAIL PAPER 1 LA!
-At least paper 2 was more sensible la. But PAPER 1 is just WTF????
NOOO!
-Biology today.
-Bullshit paper.
-Cannot finish.
-I finished essay though.
-Damnit la.
-How did I while away the 4.5 hours before band pract?
-WASTE TIME LA!
-Lunch'ed with Shoki and Jin Sheng at Bishan Market.
-Then I went to buy Bubble Tea.
So I met Alvin and Dong Hong there. And some other guy I never see before.
We walk la.
Walk.
Walk.
'round the HDB block that came out on the other side and walk to J8.
Damn long leh. Walk about 45 minutes la.
Talk about going the long way.
...
I thought I might find Wei Hao and Yue Feng there.
But I didn't, so I went back to school and do a bit of yoga in the band room with Wei Hao.
Yue Feng sit in band store reading some stuff he shouldn't be reading ;p
Then I slacked away time there. 1 hour.
Then sectionals.
Then fall-in.
Missed most of it.
Xian Zhe la!
He informed me through sms la, but I didn't get it until 6+
I leave my phone and wallet together on the steps while Golden Jubileeing with Ezbon.
Then Tzung Ern tell us go back now.
...
We were told to go away :(
...
Okay, they falled in le.
Then ATTENDENCE TAKING! Lols Xianzhe damn funny la.
After finish he lag abit then say,
Ehh, who is Azz-Bon arh?
HAHA!
AIYOH!
Then play soccer&basketball then go back band room then gohome!
BYE!
Monday, April 27, 2009
E-Learning Day 2 (Parental Advisory recommended for small kids):
Dear Diary,
Yesterday was pretty eventful.
I screwed up HBL SS QUIZ 1 by copying the wrong answer.
I got 0% for that.
I hate my life.
----------------Life is always like that--------------------------------
Dreams are so fickle.
I can rarely get one that is involuntary.
I know the mid-year is coming, but you still have to sleep what.
But I'm getting better at having involuntary dreams.
(FYI, not the wet ones.)
Albeit it happening only from time to time.
I had one last night which involved HER...
(Don't jump to conclusions just like that lah, all you dirty-minded perverts! IT'S NOT A WET ONE!)
(Why am I so vehement if I am innocent of such a unintentional vice in the process of puberty? Gosh I'm getting more PARANOID!)
Anyways, it's the third one already.
(That cold blooded creature that impersonated her is gonna suffer...)
The first one linked a pokemon cave and bus-stops.
The second one linked my primary school to my secondary school.
The third one took place right outside the band store.
It was the scary type.
The first one ended when I realised that it could not be real through a conversation with _______.
The second and third ended pretty abruptly.
The second made no sense at all.
The third was...
...scary.
Don't want to bring back that horrid memory from the dream even though it's vividly imprinted on my brain.
Exams, tomorrow.
Don't like the sound of it.
Yesterday was pretty eventful.
I screwed up HBL SS QUIZ 1 by copying the wrong answer.
I got 0% for that.
I hate my life.
----------------Life is always like that--------------------------------
Dreams are so fickle.
I can rarely get one that is involuntary.
I know the mid-year is coming, but you still have to sleep what.
But I'm getting better at having involuntary dreams.
(FYI, not the wet ones.)
Albeit it happening only from time to time.
I had one last night which involved HER...
(Don't jump to conclusions just like that lah, all you dirty-minded perverts! IT'S NOT A WET ONE!)
(Why am I so vehement if I am innocent of such a unintentional vice in the process of puberty? Gosh I'm getting more PARANOID!)
Anyways, it's the third one already.
(That cold blooded creature that impersonated her is gonna suffer...)
The first one linked a pokemon cave and bus-stops.
The second one linked my primary school to my secondary school.
The third one took place right outside the band store.
It was the scary type.
The first one ended when I realised that it could not be real through a conversation with _______.
The second and third ended pretty abruptly.
The second made no sense at all.
The third was...
...scary.
Don't want to bring back that horrid memory from the dream even though it's vividly imprinted on my brain.
Exams, tomorrow.
Don't like the sound of it.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
E-learning day 1:
Dear Diary,
My dad wants me to treat this like a real school day in every way.
I'm not going to care.
Damn tired from being forced to file all my stuf.
I go eat now.
Bye.
My dad wants me to treat this like a real school day in every way.
I'm not going to care.
Damn tired from being forced to file all my stuf.
I go eat now.
Bye.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Post.
Dear Diary,
I feel that I have delayed action(s).
,
and I think that the "retarded" part of me now overshadows the "paranoid" part of me.
You know, just today Xian Zhe, Jie Xiang and two other bandmates of mine were lifting that stand thing and moving it after I came down from English Remedial.
At that point of time, I had just exited the band store and walking slowly, not noticing the double duo behind me.
So Jie Xiang shouted,
"Oi!"
I thought he was calling someone else, so I just continued walking.
"Oi!"
"OI!"
So I turned back, wondering who would be so slow not to realise that someone was shouting at him.
Then I realised that he was shouting at me, so I immediately made way...
...but not before seeing Xian Zhe's _________ face go ROFL.
*gasp*
I'm a hopeless, retarded ___________.
...
Before I start this section...
Congrats to:
Bryan Lim (Band Major, Relationship)
Koh Xian Zhe (Band Major, Admin)
Ding Tzung Ern (Band Major, Operations)
Wong Jin Sheng (Drum Major)
Shoki Lin (Concert Master)
CHS Chinese Orchestra (GWH)
CHS EL Drama (GWH)
Lee Zhi Yu (top in school for maths)
...
I put ESTATE MANAGER on that list.
...
I really like SAI GANG.
Maybe because I have an ipod in my head!
HAHA!!!!!
I got exam next week.
-I think I'm going to pass English.
-I think I'm gonna pass Chinese.
-I think I'm gonna fail Geography.
-I think I'm gonna be scared for lit.
-I think I'll curse ____________ 'cause of social studies.
-I think it's safe to hope for an A1 in Amaths.
-I think I'm gonna borderline emaths.
-I think it's safe to hope for a B3--B4 for Chem.
-I think I won't do for Bio as good as last term.
Arbitary Randomness : I yelled at a goat because I'm cool like that.
By the way, I don't know how to spell "arbitrary".
Hey, I think I just spelled it!
------I thinked I'm an harmless idiot.
and not Wei Hao.
---------------Stressed--------------------.
My parents love/hate me. YAY!
They're so protective of me, it's overbearing. It's suffocating.
I don't like that.
------------------------Lack of Dictatorship Skills----------------
I took the sec2s to MacRitchie for CIP as a PSL.
I was seriously disappointed with myself, 'cause this proves I'm easy to bully.
It was hard to get them to just shuddup.
Lucky 'twas a teacher there, or I'll never be able to get anything done.
I didn't have the mood to do band cheer back in the band room.
So Aaron started it.
Yah. It was lousy lah.
I had to take attendance because teacher told me to.
Quintus called me an extra little _________.
I don't know the last word.
But I still felt worse.
------------------------------------------------------------------E-learning days coming up.
I feel that I have delayed action(s).
,
and I think that the "retarded" part of me now overshadows the "paranoid" part of me.
You know, just today Xian Zhe, Jie Xiang and two other bandmates of mine were lifting that stand thing and moving it after I came down from English Remedial.
At that point of time, I had just exited the band store and walking slowly, not noticing the double duo behind me.
So Jie Xiang shouted,
"Oi!"
I thought he was calling someone else, so I just continued walking.
"Oi!"
"OI!"
So I turned back, wondering who would be so slow not to realise that someone was shouting at him.
Then I realised that he was shouting at me, so I immediately made way...
...but not before seeing Xian Zhe's _________ face go ROFL.
*gasp*
I'm a hopeless, retarded ___________.
...
Before I start this section...
Congrats to:
Bryan Lim (Band Major, Relationship)
Koh Xian Zhe (Band Major, Admin)
Ding Tzung Ern (Band Major, Operations)
Wong Jin Sheng (Drum Major)
Shoki Lin (Concert Master)
CHS Chinese Orchestra (GWH)
CHS EL Drama (GWH)
Lee Zhi Yu (top in school for maths)
...
I put ESTATE MANAGER on that list.
...
I really like SAI GANG.
Maybe because I have an ipod in my head!
HAHA!!!!!
I got exam next week.
-I think I'm going to pass English.
-I think I'm gonna pass Chinese.
-I think I'm gonna fail Geography.
-I think I'm gonna be scared for lit.
-I think I'll curse ____________ 'cause of social studies.
-I think it's safe to hope for an A1 in Amaths.
-I think I'm gonna borderline emaths.
-I think it's safe to hope for a B3--B4 for Chem.
-I think I won't do for Bio as good as last term.
Arbitary Randomness : I yelled at a goat because I'm cool like that.
By the way, I don't know how to spell "arbitrary".
Hey, I think I just spelled it!
------I thinked I'm an harmless idiot.
and not Wei Hao.
---------------Stressed--------------------.
My parents love/hate me. YAY!
They're so protective of me, it's overbearing. It's suffocating.
I don't like that.
------------------------Lack of Dictatorship Skills----------------
I took the sec2s to MacRitchie for CIP as a PSL.
I was seriously disappointed with myself, 'cause this proves I'm easy to bully.
It was hard to get them to just shuddup.
Lucky 'twas a teacher there, or I'll never be able to get anything done.
I didn't have the mood to do band cheer back in the band room.
So Aaron started it.
Yah. It was lousy lah.
I had to take attendance because teacher told me to.
Quintus called me an extra little _________.
I don't know the last word.
But I still felt worse.
------------------------------------------------------------------E-learning days coming up.
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